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Hello....author you don't mind if I share my story here to your readers right? If you do please delete it, ❤️I will understand.
          
          This is my new taekook story, I hope your readers can check it out
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/412226582?
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I'm angry at this universe for hurting them! Why them.. why them out of all people...
          
          My heart is soo heavy right now. How do I even explain someone, what BTS is for me? Will they even understand their place in my life?
          
          I always say this, I will say it once again, Without Namjoon, there is no BTS.
          
          That guy.. he made them. He made us. He brought 7 different mindsets, personalities, Opinions together and made them one.
          
          He translated BTS to world. Not just their music but them.
          
          He is their backbone. 
          
          It's so easy to say, they are BTS they will get it.
          
          Maybe they will.
          
          But they worked hard for it. They fought for it. They decided to choose each other again and again even when staying was hurting. They decided to trust each other. They never gave up on each other.
          
          Everything thing he talked about in today's live just made me respect him and members more than anything and anyone in this entire fuck*ng world.
          
          They cried, they bleed, they suffered... yet choose US. Armies. Even today, he thanked us for everything. 
          
          Oh Namjoon, it was never one sided.
          
          

I don't even know how to express how smug, cunt, evilest bitch im feeling right now. Imagine ganging up with 80k+ fandoms to vote AGAINST bts but still loosing!! 
          
          80k babe its just our ONE STADIUM Army...

This was the whole point at the end. Them standing there, holding it...

Learning korean is hard but at least I can write 방탄소년단 정말 좋아해요 

Hey....
          
          Guilty confession 
          I love you more than I have ever loved anyone else

I should study... i have exam tomorrow (ノдヽ)

At the end... i wish i was more... more 

On a note, what if I disappear? Like totally from peoples life? Not bts though, i need them to survive. 

I'm emotionally cheated and educationally plotted against my own will! Will this society accept me?