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You know, it's funny how forgiving I am when other people I follow go on hiatus because real life or writer's block hit but then when it's me guilt hits so hard I seriously contemplate deleting the whole account. All I can say is that I'm sorry. Real life curb stomped me. I wish that were a gross exaggeration but there was an assault charge involved. I lost my trust, my marriage, my home, my job... I'm doing better now. I'm living with my sister and my son is fine but every time I've attempted to write, I've been left staring at the screen. It might be the new anti-anxiety meds too. I'm honestly not sure. I'm not telling y'all this to make excuses even though that's exactly what this turned into but I do feel bad for just disappearing. For now, I'm unpublishing 2 of my stories to focus on one at a time. I'm hoping that I won't feel so overwhelmed and I'll actually be able to write again. So if you are reading this and haven't completely written me off, thank you and I'm sorry. You are the true MVP because god knows 2023 hasn't been my year.

Hey y’all! Sorry it’s been so long. Between moving job hunting, starting a new job, the great daycare hunt, finding a new place to live, and getting ready to move again I just haven’t had the brain power to write. It does not help that the place I have been staying at has no internet. Thankfully, the new place I’m moving to will. I can’t begin to tell you how much I’m looking forward to that. I never would have thought I had an internet addiction until these past two months. Not even phone signal was reliable and I’m more than ready to get out of the dark ages. Though I was looking at my stories recently and had to fight the urge to scrap everything. I didn’t only because I’m hoping its my depression rearing it’s ugly head and I won’t hate it all when I look at it again later. Lol We’ll see! 
          
          Anyway,I hope you are all doing well. I miss the people I’ve had the pleasure to talk to on here. Even my babs. Y’all are hella pervy, and too young for my content, but I love you anyway. <3

So much for Monster being a short story. I wanted to tell the whole story in 10k words but I’m up to 9k already and only like halfway. Oh well. Fuck it. Novella it is.

Morning y’all! New chapter of Inner Child is up. I’ll probably go ahead and update the other two as well. Have a good day! Love y’all!

And for the drunken hat trick, I updated Fake Love! This one was a bit of a cheat though because it was 2/3 written already. Now I can pass out in peace. Here’s hoping I don’t wake up tomorrow needing to take this all down because it’s trash. Lol!

Updated Monster. It’s officially off the rails but I’m the one that wanted to get drunk and write smut so this is what I get. XD 

For the last 5 people hanging in there, I updated Inner Child. It only took 2 months. It’s fine. *Narrator: It was definitely not fine.*
          
          Anyway, I hope you kids are all having a good new year so far. Mine has been eventful. I’ll leave it at that but it probably will mean escaping back into my fantasies again and more writing if I’m lucky enough to be able to channel this shit show into something productive. Here’s hoping!

Just a little update that no one asked for! Lol 
          
          I am alive. Last week I had surgery. They removed my thyroid so I’m sore, talking is difficult, and I look like I was attacked with this incision across my throat but alive which is good. Apparently it was dicey there for a while. Originally my surgery was supposed to take 3 hours but it took closer to 8 and when I was coming out of anesthesia I remember crying it hurt so bad so they had to knock me back out and up my drugs. But other than that I’m doing okay. So far no complications. Even my voice sounds like it’s coming back okay so I should be able to return to work after New Year.
          
          What this means for my stories? Slowness. I am trying to update while I have the downtime but I am on OxyContin so I can’t guarantee any of it will make sense. Lol Might end up like the 3rd season of Twin Peaks. Anyway, that’s the update. Happy holidays to all of you in case I forget to say it later and I wish you all the best possible New Year. Love you!

Hey y’all! Happy JINDAY! Though it’s almost over here in the US. Just letting you all know that I finally got around to updating Monster. I was doing the Nanowrimo thing so all my writing juice was going toward that. I also updated Inner Child. Shock and horror I know. I’m about to have surgery and I’m moving halfway across the country so I hope I’m not too absent on here but if I am that’s why. And if you never hear from me again, something went horribly array, I’m dead, and someone will be entrusted to delete my smut for me. XD

Hey love!
          Its me, Shan<3
          
          I wont be writing books on this account nor will I be active on this account anymore.
          
          I will be in the account @Hailchan_n if you need anything ! <3 
          
          
          -Shan.