Guinevere💜

Hey sis. It's me Gowri. Lost my old account so this is the New one ❤

Back from the dead I guess?

I dunt like my username lol

I can't change my username since I got my password lmao

Ok imma try to write a story and make it rlky rlly crappy LMAOZHSJXBSJD but imma make a story and just literally do random stuff in it...uh...yeah..?
          
          
          PLS FORGIVE ME I JUST HAD A NICE IDEA.
          
          
          Anyways,it's all about angst..will be out soon!!

so...uh..im okay now uwu!! im quitting on being a writer but im still gonna be a reader here haha,im taken by the sweetest gamer boy who took care of me when i was really in a bad state.A big thanks to my main bff in real life @jivyunara for taking care of me i love you so much...i havent been here for a while but i miss u guys!!!!!!i love you always stay safeeeeeee!!!!!!mwah!

wow..i dont remember my last time being here. Welcome back self!

YALL IM BACK FROM THE DEAD!

Sometimes I'm sad and sometimes I'm over joyed I'm not depressed,but the sad I'm talking about is I'm having to think about harming myself or letting it all out in crys. I have to help myself and fake a smile so that no one calls me over dramatic. I sometimes just pretend I'm yawning when Im actually stabbed inside. I know I have friends but knowing that sometimes people blame you for things you haven't done,it just hurts. It hurts more than a break up. I really hate that this feeling exists. I have my friends comfort me in a funny way,never really knowing that I have something behind that laughter. I don't wanna be here anymore I say to myself sometimes,sometimes I even wonder if my parents even care if I die? What's the point of me living if all I do is disappoint them? I know I make some people happy,but I just..I don't know anymore,I've grown so much and I don't know how to even keep myself stable,I wanna have a knife in my hands and I also want a pillow on the same hand. It's either I harm myself or just,let it all go. I'm scared to being bullied even if I protect kids who are bullied,I am not going to commit suicide,it's only going to cause a lot more problems. Anyways, they're gonna end up not missing me anyways.   
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Stay healthy,don't harm,don't commit suicide and lastly,love yourself.
          

I WOKE UP 3 IN THE MORNING AND I VANT GET BACK TO SLEEP HEL-