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Only odia people know this song:
          	Sunjara sunjara, sil sil toh chehrq, toh pain, toh pain, jibana ta rati para. Bhala pai gala pare, mun nahi mo pakhare, jhumeila, jhumelia, jhumelia, jhumelia, toh ishara

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Part 2 
          
          And i have this problem, when i started bloating with even a little stress, my periods are not regular too, like once in two months. Currently, i am near the end if Class 9th, my family is stabled, and we're rich, but not filthy rich, we don't even wanna be, we're happy with what we have. I also have social anxiety, so during my bio seminar, i messed up, my parents are also not supportive, not completely. I have been using wattpad secretely, and even while talking with my friends, i have to be secretive, because just one wrong thing, I'll be punished. I am not allowed to go outside until i complete 12th, i have been severely restricted with my friends. And it feels like I'm living in a cage rather than a house. And that's why i depressed, i have now eating disorders, which is leading to health problems, i have lost weights, and sometimes gain weight too, the highest it was 70 kgs, but right now it's 55kgs. So, I'm unwell too.
          
          And if any of you have any questions, drop it here, I'll answer everything honestly.
          
          Bye  
          Apobangpo

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Hi,
          Janvi's here
          
          So, in Insta, someone asked me that why do i always stay silent, depressed, so likewise he's also following me here, and if you're seeing this, then you'll get the answer.
          
          I heard people say, "Young age means fun, the more you cage a child, the more they'll be desparate to be free."
          
          From the start of my birth, our family was poor, not middle class, but poor. So i never got any freedom, any happiness, just closed in the four walls of the house or in school. Then, we shifted to another place, we started living happily, not poor now, but neither rich, we were middle class then. I have no siblings, single child. From Class 3, i tried to find my happiness in school and tuition, but never happened. I wasn't allowed to go outside with my parent's permission, no friends until i had parent's permission. And then came class 6, i met this girl, let's name her 'Y', she became my bestest friend, but even being the bestest friend, she backstabbed me, we had fights and all, and i kept forgiving her, and she took her own use from me. And at the end of Class 7, she broke me, in many ways, she told me so many mean things, she cussed me, when i didn't even know anything, i became an ARMY, when i was in Class 5, during Covid. And that time also was worst for me, i had an ear operation, i was suffering from the virus. And in class 7th all these happened, Y then started bullying me. And after class 7th finished, i left the city, and came back to the same city, where my life started, Class 8th too, she cyber-bullied me, messaged mean things in my Insta calling me "fat", "ugly", "bitch" and many more, like i was already scared of my looks, which now i am too. 
          
          Part 1