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Koo going live yesterday healed something in me that i didnt even know was broken, i miss him so much its unbelievable, how can one person mean the world to someone else? thats what i think abt when i think of kook, i love him so much and im so proud of him. His new house is so pretty, i heard its between 7-8 MILLION DOLLARS LIKE WHATTT, but seriously he deserves it and im just so happy for him. "i came because i missed army" LIKE HOW AM I GOING TO FIND A MAN IF THE LOML IS JEON JUNGKOOK??? but anygays, i love him so much and i feel so much better knowing hes doing well, hopefully he goes live again soon.
          Love you guyss

wow....um... Well ive been sobbing for the past couple hours. Rest In Peace Yeontan. fly high my baby, i loved you so much, i remember seeing u for the first time in taes hands and i remember saying "HE LOOKS LIKE BEAN" abd since then ive loved tannie, he will forever live in our hearts, i love you so much baby. I dont even wanna know how sad tae must be, this dog was his baby, he raised him, no matter  the circumstances as he was a dog with breathing difficulties. I really really hope tae is okay and doing his best to distract himself and staying healthy. ik i sound dramatic but i am the most emotional person when it comes to animal deaths, so if a dog so close to my heart passes away, imagine the state i am in rn, but not to make this about myself, i really hope tae is ok and ik tannie is in a better place now. Lets show tae some love and dont forget to stream that masterpiece of a song "Winter Ahead" i love it sm and the music video?! dont even get me started, but i digress, stay safe tae and fly high our fandom baby, Yeontan.

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new theme <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMINIEEEEEE!!!!! 
          I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU DONT EVEN KNOW. Stop calling urself old ur literally a baby (hes older than me ) but it still gives me a tingle of nostalgia whenever he says hes old or hes 30 (in korean age yes, in international age, no ) but theres a pang in my chest whenever he says that cause i cant imagine my little baby jiminie being so old, in my eyes he will always be 21. Hope you have the best day, and hope u stay safe and healthy, we cant wait for you to come back, i miss you so much <3

Hey? *waves*
          I randomly found you again, kekek
          I was trying to remember your user name so bad. I'm sorry, I'm terrible with username *shuffling*
          So, i have been extremely busy with my life, last year of school, really takes a lot of our energy. I'm anxious and a tad bit panicked because of pre-boards aligning up next month. 
          Ah, shouldn't have been so packed with my studies. To lose in contact with you.
          But wattpad deleted the feature of personal chat *pouts and frowns*
          But just to let you know, i certainly didn't forget you! You were really in some corner of my mind, all i had was a hard time decoding your username. I'm no smart pants, in using social media, ehehhe.
          
          How are you? How's life on you? You would be in your last year of schooling too right? After all we are the same age.
          Just so you know, if somewhere you are struggling, it's okay! You will be fine. All of this everything-ness and nothing-ness shall pass <3
          I'm extremely sleepy, but I'm happy to find your account again! 
          I hope to keep checking on you, dude. Take loads of care and love, buds. 
          And you are not alone, if you are anxious, well wouldn't lie, but i am too, but i promise this all will go away, and maybe we can deal with together? 
          Be hydrated. Have you eaten? Gave love to yourself like you deserve? Have you been kind to yourself?
          I hope you are. Don't throw yourself away, please ♡
          Smile, that's all i need. Even if i cant see you past this screen. It's needed :))
          

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOO !!!!
           I have to start off by saying wow, i cant believe hes 27, like my mind does not wrap around the fact that he isn't 21 anymore. I just cant express how much i love him, its unreal, hes showed me what its like to love yourself, what its like to forgive yourself and accept yourself, these r things that he has taught me and ill forever be grateful. Yesterday i was talking to my bestfriend  and we had a sentimental convo abt how they r such a huge part of our lives, they make us who we are today and she said how she isnt into them as much as she used to be, but she also admits its also something you can never forget, like its a part of life and its impossible to escape, everything reminds you of them when after stanning for 6 years straight. Im still in as deep as ever, ive defended, ive streamed and ive done anything possible to show my love and i just cant think of a life without them. Jungkook had always catched my eye, hes so cute and i just see myself in him, the way he loves the members and how hes just a mix of all of them and i just love him so much UGGHHH my love for him is unreal. If comfort was a person it would be him for me, just something abt how he isnt scared to speak his mind and how he loves so dearly deeply and openly, it makes me feel safe. Some might say im overreacting but i couldnt care less, i just love him soooooo much and seeing him grow up and growing up with him has been the best feeling ever, and i cant wait to grow and develop and become an even better version of myself, the best version of myself. I wanna grow old with him and i just want to love. The lack of birthday live is catching up to me and making me QUITE emotional but i just really hope hes staying nice and healthy, thats all i wish for him, love and health. He has many many years of success to go and i cant wait to be by his side through the WHOLE thing, no one can ever make me love you less jungkook, you will forever be the love of my life <3

HAPPY ARMY DAY BABIES!!!!! <3

Sorry for dropping at random, if you find my intrusion unwelcomed feel free to delete the comment. but i would love if you can give a try to my book Love in autumn. Its a top kook college au frenemies to lovers trope. Though no pressure, its fine if you don't. Have a great day army
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/357377637?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=taekookarchive0112