BTStrashcrack

Hi guys! It’s been awhile hasn’t it? 
          	
          	My life has had some crazy updates. I started college, got a job, started dating someone super wonderful, started working out like crazy, got into yoga and meditation, thrifting, writing songs, and doing gigs. For those who don’t know, I am pursuing a degree in vocal performance!
          	
          	I used to write because it was an escape. A way for me to create a reality that I vicariously could live in. A reality where there was unadulterated love and boundless adventure. I wrote because I dreamed of the days when I would be older and in college, with a job, and a partner.
          	
          	But now I’m here. And it’s crazy. And scary. And wonderful. And heartbreaking. I’ve gone thru as much hell as I have heaven.
          	
          	Originally, I had planned to write 2 more books before I finally retired this account. But I’m at the point where while I love to write, I can’t bring myself to do it here. I still love BTS and kpop a lot, but I have admittedly pulled back and discovered other interests to share alongside that and don’t find inspiration the same way. 
          	
          	Maybe someday I will come back and write those remaining 2 books. They’re still in my drafts with written chapters and plot points. Perhaps in the summer like I always do.
          	
          	But as many of you have probably noticed, I have stopped responding to comments and have kinda disappeared. Trust me, I still read, laugh, and appreciate every single comment and interaction. But I just don’t have the time or stamina to keep up like I used to. 
          	
          	I want my account to forever be a safe haven where anyone can get away and escape reality. Everyone is welcomed and enough and worthy. And I hope my stories provide solace and joy where there may not be.
          	
          	So for now, I’ll say goodbye! But I will try to see you as soon as possible.
          	
          	Love,
          	Didi

alatuuuuuus

@BTStrashcrack hey im super grateful to you and works <3 you practically raised me for my first couple years of being a teen and got me through the pandemic. im really happy to know that you've been doing amazing in life and i hope it's going to be like that forever because you deserve it! its a little disheartening to hear that you'll be retiring but hey, nothing lasts forever. maybe some day soon we'll get to hear the amazing music you'll be making!
          	  
          	  love you to the moon and back didi, be happy and thank you so much <33
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OINKBBIE

Damn I love you, and I miss you, be happy didi!!
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Mrs_jeon108

@BTStrashcrack its so sad to hear that such a skillful writer like u is retiring but at the same time i am happy u found something u love and i hope everything works out for u. Also im hoping u remember me ur no 1 fan. And remember that there are people who love u.
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BooksXBangtan

It's sad to hear abt you shutting your account for some time. I'm here to tell you that I recently finished reading your book "Sperm Donor" and....The story was a masterpiece. I finished it in 3-4 days, and as a writer myself, I've NEVER seen a wattpad story as perfect as this. 
          
          The plot, the twists, the uncertainty even till the end, the involvement of ALL the characters, and the character growth of Seokjin... ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. 
          
          I loved the story and shared with my girlies. {Non ARMYs included}
          I love how you kept the story revolving around Yubin and Seokjin, while focusing on other characters so that none of them is left out; which is personally very difficult for me. Anything more than 4 characters and I'm sent spiralling. But your story was perfectly brief and gave enough while leaving the reader wanting for more. 
          
          Also, i have to appreciate the cover, cause HOT DAMN, Dude looks so good and the details around him only makes the book and the title even more catchy. 
          
          Worth all the 4 nights I spent reading. Sending Love!
          from ARMY to ARMY

BooksXBangtan

Hi ARMY, it's sad to hear about you shutting the account for some time. I just wanted you to know that I recently finished your story "Sperm Donor" and, The story was a masterpiece. I finished it in 3-4 days, and as a writer myself, I've NEVER seen a wattpad story as perfect as this. 
          
          The plot, the twists, the uncertainty even till the end, the involvement of ALL the characters, and the character growth of Seokjin... ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. 
          
          I loved the story and shared with my girlies. {Non ARMYs included}
          I love how you kept the story revolving around Yubin and Seokjin, while focusing on other characters so that none of them is left out; which is personally very difficult for me. Anything more than 4 characters and I'm sent spiralling. But your story was perfectly brief and gave enough while leaving the reader wanting for more. 
          
          Also, i have to appreciate the cover, cause HOT DAMN, Dude looks so good and the details around him only makes the book and the title even more catchy. 
          
          Worth all the 4 nights I spent reading. Sending Love!
          from ARMY to ARMY

xxmallows

hi! new follower here :) sadly i read that you're not that active here anymore but im thankful that i stumbled upon this account. thank you for giving me a good cry and laugh and pain on 'sperm donor' it was undeniably an amazing story. i wasn't a big fan of character pov but yours an exception! i can't wait to read your other stories too! and with that i missed the boys more *ugly cries* bts will always and be forever in my heart 

BTStrashcrack

Hi guys! It’s been awhile hasn’t it? 
          
          My life has had some crazy updates. I started college, got a job, started dating someone super wonderful, started working out like crazy, got into yoga and meditation, thrifting, writing songs, and doing gigs. For those who don’t know, I am pursuing a degree in vocal performance!
          
          I used to write because it was an escape. A way for me to create a reality that I vicariously could live in. A reality where there was unadulterated love and boundless adventure. I wrote because I dreamed of the days when I would be older and in college, with a job, and a partner.
          
          But now I’m here. And it’s crazy. And scary. And wonderful. And heartbreaking. I’ve gone thru as much hell as I have heaven.
          
          Originally, I had planned to write 2 more books before I finally retired this account. But I’m at the point where while I love to write, I can’t bring myself to do it here. I still love BTS and kpop a lot, but I have admittedly pulled back and discovered other interests to share alongside that and don’t find inspiration the same way. 
          
          Maybe someday I will come back and write those remaining 2 books. They’re still in my drafts with written chapters and plot points. Perhaps in the summer like I always do.
          
          But as many of you have probably noticed, I have stopped responding to comments and have kinda disappeared. Trust me, I still read, laugh, and appreciate every single comment and interaction. But I just don’t have the time or stamina to keep up like I used to. 
          
          I want my account to forever be a safe haven where anyone can get away and escape reality. Everyone is welcomed and enough and worthy. And I hope my stories provide solace and joy where there may not be.
          
          So for now, I’ll say goodbye! But I will try to see you as soon as possible.
          
          Love,
          Didi

alatuuuuuus

@BTStrashcrack hey im super grateful to you and works <3 you practically raised me for my first couple years of being a teen and got me through the pandemic. im really happy to know that you've been doing amazing in life and i hope it's going to be like that forever because you deserve it! its a little disheartening to hear that you'll be retiring but hey, nothing lasts forever. maybe some day soon we'll get to hear the amazing music you'll be making!
            
            love you to the moon and back didi, be happy and thank you so much <33
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OINKBBIE

Damn I love you, and I miss you, be happy didi!!
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Mrs_jeon108

@BTStrashcrack its so sad to hear that such a skillful writer like u is retiring but at the same time i am happy u found something u love and i hope everything works out for u. Also im hoping u remember me ur no 1 fan. And remember that there are people who love u.
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sugary-koo

Happy new year!! I have no idea if you still write since i haven't been active on wattpad in a while,, but I just wanted to let you know i still think back to your books and that some of them absolutely made my year back in 2021 (sperm donor was the most iconic thing to come out of my time on discord)
          
          I hope you're doing well hehe :D

BTStrashcrack

This is so sweet!! I do still have Wattpad but I just have gotten really wrapped up in life that I don’t come on often but I appreciate the message!! And happy new year to you too!! I do miss the writing days and if I had time I totally would do more haha
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sugary-koo

I MEANT WATTPAD BYE, clearly I spend tm time on discord :skull:
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