Namjoon's unicef speech really got me .ive never related to something so much before.he just bought everything I've been thinking of to light from the point where he stopped dreaming like before and started to care about what others thought. For some time I've been thinking about some things like my skin color my weight my face my body my height my hair and I feel uncomfortable in my own skin just because I took what some people said seriously some of these people being my family members and one being my schoolmate who makes fun of hair texture,skin and how big you are.shes not a bad person but she makes jokes about people.ugly jokes.and I started getting somewhat into it until I reached my epiphany this summer in Canada.one of major reasons for being insecure would include my family and me just going through a phase I think.I loved how Canada was an environment where people don't care about what you wear or how awkward you are at first it was so welcoming and then going to India right after was so toxic.all the talk about skin color weight religion money came back ivybibyyi.this is a long ass rant Ill just look back at this one day and see how I've changed in a way