BUNNYnCREAM

 I planned on saying Happy New Year last night at midnight. But me being me fell asleep by 10:30
          	
          	              HAPPY NEW YEAR
          	We can try to start fresh, and make this year better then last. That is my New Years wish, I don't no if it counts since I didn't say it at midnight... but better late than never. 
          	Now I must get out of bed and see what 2019 has to offer. Have a good day and hopefully a great year.

BUNNYnCREAM

 I planned on saying Happy New Year last night at midnight. But me being me fell asleep by 10:30
          
                        HAPPY NEW YEAR
          We can try to start fresh, and make this year better then last. That is my New Years wish, I don't no if it counts since I didn't say it at midnight... but better late than never. 
          Now I must get out of bed and see what 2019 has to offer. Have a good day and hopefully a great year.

BUNNYnCREAM

 I struggle with anorexia and have lived the last five months without a scale. Yesterday I went to the doctor's office for a checkup, and found out I have gained 40 pounds.
          I know I'm not fat... but I feel like it and all because of some stupid scale and 40 lb 
           I'm scared of slipping into old patterns, and feel all alone. When my mom found out about it 6 months ago she screamed and yelled at me and told me I was being stupid. She then went and told all her friends and mine that I just wanted attention I didn't even tell anybody. My mom found out about it because I began to look anorexic. My height is 5 ft 10 in and the i only weighed 100 lb  now I weigh 140 and am feeling very insecure.
          And all my mom's friends and mine treat me funny. They are always asking me when I ate, and when i last checked the scale. I don't even have a scale anymore and if I eat too much I get sick and throw up then I get accused of being bulimic. 
          
          I don't really know why I'm telling you guys this. I don't even know you but I needed someone to tell that doesn't know me, so they can't judge me. And if anyone bothers to read this thank you because I'm feeling very alone.

BUNNYnCREAM

C_O_N_F_U_Z_Z_L_E_D
            And if you ever need to talk you can message me
            And I'm not just saying that I actually mean it
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BUNNYnCREAM

C_O_N_F_U_Z_Z_L_E_D 
            
             THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH 
             I'm sorry you struggle with low self-esteem and apathy I can relate it's no fun.          And your crush is missing out I don't know you but I follow you and you seem like a great person and you're very funny.         I'm sorry that your mom has been absent in your life that would be very hard, I could not imagine, especially at such a young age.  My biological father walked away when I was 13 but that is still very different 
            Hang in there I wish I could say life will get better but I don't know but we can hope. And sometimes that hope is what keeps us going.
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CarpetShitter

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@grayladymarie you be who you want to be. Don't let your friends or your family, tell YOU who YOU can be. I personally have never had self esteem, my depression is so bad I can't feel any emotions, I've tried to kill myself more than once but I'm still here. I got rejected by my crush and I nearly started crying in front of him. I hate myself. And your not alone in this world, I haven't seen my real mom since I was 4 and a half. My step mom, to me, is still a stranger even though she's been with me since my real mom went away. We all have done or have been through 1 fucked up thing in our lives. Your not alone.
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