Snake Charm (killjoy name)

I DID IT! I FINALLY GOT A NEW CHAPTER UP FOR JOURNEY! WOO!

Mah, I know said months ago that I would be working towards a new chapter and editing and I didn't. I honestly hate excuses, I do. But I think I owe you guys an explanation. Not too long after Christmas, I slipped into this depression, and it wasn't slow, it was fast and all at once. It took me until around March to start feeling up to writing again, and I was, but I was writing essays for school and lab reports. After I finished my first year of college, I just felt lost, I had all of this time, and no real structure. My friends were all super busy and my job was all but non-existant.
          
          I'm still really depressed and I still feel lost, and I still feel like I come second to my siblings. But on top of all of that, I feel... reborn, I guess? I just feel like this is my life, and it's up to me to live it how I want. I have no money and will probably be living with parents until I can get a steady job. I made Dean's List both semesters of my first year of college, and if that doesn't say you can do it, I don't know what does.
          
          Through all of the shit that has been the last year of my life, I've had three constants. My Chemical Romance, music in general, and my best friend Alison. Journey WILL be continued and WILL be updated by Friday or so help me.
          
          Keep Running Killjoys.

It's come to the point where my life is settling down and I'm being motivated to write again, so hopefully I'll be edited with a new chapter by the new year. It's come to the point where I've finally excepted and come to peace with the fact that people in my life generally don't give a shit about me, or that my younger siblings will always come before me to my family. I've honestly, after years of denying it or believing my parents that it's not true, finally excepted that. I've also accepted that I'm not talented and the only thing special about me to my family is my disability.

I ALMOST FORGOT!! I'm looking to get a new cover, if anyone wants to make one or help me make one, let me know and we'll discuss details!

It's been literally forever. I got sucked into the world of AP Calculus, French and Chinese lessons, senior year and looking at colleges and universities and just reading new fan fiction. Just a few things that I need to say:
          --I hope to have completely edited and fixed what needs to be fixed on Journey by the end of the summer. I recently had a friend agree to help me with proof reading. 
          --I have an idea for a Fall Out Boy fic that I want to write later on, most likely next summer, that will tie in with this one and is based off of a fic I recently read. Normally what I would be remodeling from that fic is not what I would typically write, but their storyline and subplot inspired me. Hopefully I be even more inspired when I see Fall Out Boy this June! 
          --If anyone has any ideas for Journey, let me know please. All of my creativity is currently reserved to college writing and senior events! 
          --Prom is this weekend and Sing by My Chem is one of the choices for class song, so wish me luck in that actually happening. 
          I'll talk to all of you later and I'll see what I can do about getting something new out!

Me and me girlfriend broke up last night. It feels a little weird now. Any advice?

I'M JUST 2 READS AWAY FROM MAKING A THOUSAND ON JOURNEY! THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU GUYS!!

UPDATE HAS BEEN DONE PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I BEG OF YOU!!!

To all of my loyal followers who have stuck with me, and those who have just joined. I PROMISE I am not giving up on Journey. I just overcame such massive personal issues and writers block. I WILL update by 11:59 Sunday. August 3, 2014. In that story I shall go over ALL that reasons on why I left Journey out to dry for so long. If you've been with me a while you know that last year there was a massive loss in my extended honorary family. Let me just say that has A LOT to do with why I'm writing again! Please hang in there and if you have any ideas, please feel free to send them my way!!!! 
          -Keep Running Killjoys!

I've hit some MAJOR writers block in Journey. I know that they're going to get ready for tour in the next chapter and leave for tour in the chapter after that, but I need help with the smaller details. So I need two things from you guys who want me to continue this story. 1) Help out and message me some ideas! 2) I know this kid on facebook that ALWAYS has racist status' and other highly wrong things up, how do I report that/should I. He listens to bands that preach about accepting the difference of other and yet, says his favorite dream was on where he "wipped them n****s so hard and swam in their blood". How do I deal with this?