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Yo. I would like to apologize for the lack of updates or any kind of announcement in my part.
If I’m being honest no more bullshit response or any excuses.
I’ll just say it straight because u my followers and readers deserve it. Especially from all the support, love and care u have shown me.
I lost my motivation to write. And I’ve lost it 2 years ago.
Ive just been lying to myself and u all. And that is really shitty of me. For the past few updates of my books I’ve always hated them and it always felt so half-assed (which it was).
I would like to apologize for that also. I should have always wrote my stories when it is my passion and i loved doing it. Not update just because i needed to update. Because when i have passion it has quality and it is always a gift for my readers and followers.
But ever since I’ve lost the passion to write quality stories all the updates, chapters, writing were shit.
And i am not proud of it. I hated myself every time when updating with shit quality.
So with everything that i have brought out like updates for my stories and such… I am sorry.
I really have nothing else to say. I am just sorry. I should have just straight up said I lost my motivation to write, but in stead gave a shitty excuse and uploaded awful quality writing.
Also if u think it was your fault (followers and readers) it is not. It is just me.
Now i am not saying i will abandon my books. I am still keeping my promise to finish them. But i need the motivation to write, so that i will be able to write down my thoughts properly.
Because let me tell u, what i am thinking right now with each stories, it will be awesome.
Well for me at least.
Once again, I am sorry.
If u have any questions, u could ask me and i will answer with full honesty.
