BVF999

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Yo. I would like to apologize for the lack of updates or any kind of announcement in my part.
          	
          	If I’m being honest no more bullshit response or any excuses. 
          	
          	I’ll just say it straight because u my followers and readers deserve it. Especially from all the support, love and care u have shown me.
          	
          	I lost my motivation to write. And I’ve lost it 2 years ago. 
          	
          	Ive just been lying to myself and u all. And that is really shitty of me. For the past few updates of my books I’ve always hated them and it always felt so half-assed (which it was).
          	
          	I would like to apologize for that also. I should have always wrote my stories when it is my passion and i loved doing it. Not update just because i needed to update. Because when i have passion it has quality and it is always a gift for my readers and followers.
          	
          	But ever since I’ve lost the passion to write quality stories all the updates, chapters, writing were shit. 
          	
          	And i am not proud of it. I hated myself every time when updating with shit quality.
          	
          	So with everything that i have brought out like updates for my stories and such… I am sorry. 
          	
          	I really have nothing else to say. I am just sorry. I should have just straight up said I lost my motivation to write, but in stead gave a shitty excuse and uploaded awful quality writing.
          	
          	Also if u think it was your fault (followers and readers) it is not. It is just me. 
          	
          	Now i am not saying i will abandon my books. I am still keeping my promise to finish them. But i need the motivation to write, so that i will be able to write down my thoughts properly. 
          	
          	Because let me tell u, what i am thinking right now with each stories, it will be awesome.
          	
          	Well for me at least.
          	
          	Once again, I am sorry.
          	
          	If u have any questions, u could ask me and i will answer with full honesty.

REAPERKING4

@BVF999 dude no worries we get it take ur time ur a GREAT author and writer so we will gladly wait for ur glorious return
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PokeBlackCraft

Take the time you need to get your motivation back, we will wait
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Devittnjpw

When are you coming back

BVF999

Sorry, I’m in an indefinite hiatus atm. College life got harder in my 3rd year of college and as I become a 4th year college student, it got harder. LOL So i am not sure when i will get back. Maybe when i graduate, which is next year sadly. But i still remember my promise to finish my books. Just give me a bit more time. Thanks for your guys’ patience!
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Its_Me_God234

hi, just checking in, how's life?

BVF999

Yo! Sorry for the late reply, but Thanks for asking! Good i guess LOL emotionally stressed out tho tbh. Worried that i will not be able to reach fourth year because of my poor grades. But i am hanging in though. Life is just being life and i am trying to give my all to make my family proud. What about u? Has the app been interesting as of late or boring? Im trying to find good stories atm but i could not seem to find any. Any recommendations?
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DirtyAxis1956

Hey, I just got out of boot camp last Friday (the 1st not this past Friday) and I’m wondering if you’re doing okay.

BVF999

@DirtyAxis1956 DUDE, THAT IS AWESOME! I hope u have a great time with your first ever unit. Well obviously there will be some down sides, but i hope u still get to enjoy life and meet great people who will walk with u on whatever path u are taking.
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DirtyAxis1956

Well like I said, got out of boot camp for the Coast Guard two weeks go now and I’m already with my first unit. It’s been fun out here on my end.
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BVF999

@DirtyAxis1956 Yo! I am doing great! Thanks for asking. 3rd year of college has me stressing for my future and just general life. Trying to step up though for things to get better. My health is good. Almost got a cancer scare. Skin cancer to be exact and if i waited any longer like 2 weeks, i would have had some serious health problems. But all is good now. What about u? If u don’t mind me asking as well. XD
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BVF999

this message may be offensive
Yo. I would like to apologize for the lack of updates or any kind of announcement in my part.
          
          If I’m being honest no more bullshit response or any excuses. 
          
          I’ll just say it straight because u my followers and readers deserve it. Especially from all the support, love and care u have shown me.
          
          I lost my motivation to write. And I’ve lost it 2 years ago. 
          
          Ive just been lying to myself and u all. And that is really shitty of me. For the past few updates of my books I’ve always hated them and it always felt so half-assed (which it was).
          
          I would like to apologize for that also. I should have always wrote my stories when it is my passion and i loved doing it. Not update just because i needed to update. Because when i have passion it has quality and it is always a gift for my readers and followers.
          
          But ever since I’ve lost the passion to write quality stories all the updates, chapters, writing were shit. 
          
          And i am not proud of it. I hated myself every time when updating with shit quality.
          
          So with everything that i have brought out like updates for my stories and such… I am sorry. 
          
          I really have nothing else to say. I am just sorry. I should have just straight up said I lost my motivation to write, but in stead gave a shitty excuse and uploaded awful quality writing.
          
          Also if u think it was your fault (followers and readers) it is not. It is just me. 
          
          Now i am not saying i will abandon my books. I am still keeping my promise to finish them. But i need the motivation to write, so that i will be able to write down my thoughts properly. 
          
          Because let me tell u, what i am thinking right now with each stories, it will be awesome.
          
          Well for me at least.
          
          Once again, I am sorry.
          
          If u have any questions, u could ask me and i will answer with full honesty.

REAPERKING4

@BVF999 dude no worries we get it take ur time ur a GREAT author and writer so we will gladly wait for ur glorious return
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PokeBlackCraft

Take the time you need to get your motivation back, we will wait
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BVF999

Hello everyone! Sorry for the lack of updates, something just came up in my life that made me lose motivation to write at the moment.
          
          We were unexpectedly given an eviction notice. We do not why and how, but we are in a hurry of finding a home. 
          
          I literally do not understand how the world works men. First something went wrong with the government and my personal info and now this…? We are getting kicked out of our home because someone stole our money. 
          
          What kind of bad luck is that???
          
          I really am sorry to say but i have no motivation to update as of now. Had to get a lawyer and a lot of crap.
          
          I do read your comments though in my books XD. Thanks so much for them. :)

Nion1379

@BVF999 don't be sorry, take your time. That's a terrible situation to be in. I hope everything goes well
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Burntnuggs

I got a question: is the Harry Potter story over with or a rewrite 

BVF999

Do not worry it is not over or i am abandoning the book. It is just taking a while to write the final chapter because there is something big that is going to happen. :)
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