Since I’ve been stressed and dead inside and am now becoming very irritated with Wattpad right now, I’m just going to say the reason I’ve been gone for so long is because I’m embarrassed to come back on... because I’ve been gone for so long. Therefore I haven’t really been helping myself there.
You see, what I actually want to do it just write stuff at this point, because I feel like my inactivity on Wattpad has deemed me the grand title of being a bad role player. A very bad one. I don’t feel good anymore. I want to roleplay but I can’t because I don’t feel good. Am I canceling any group RPs? No, I will keep up with them the best I can. Am I reliable tho? No. Hardly even. Should I even have group rps up? Definitely not. Am I going to give into that statement though? No, because I’m stubborn and still believe that one day I will have time.
But here’s the thing, I don’t have time. Because I don’t want to waste my life on my phone during my free time. Am I going to make time though when I have no time? Yes, I will try. I will try again, and again, and again, and again like I’ve done many times in the past (deeming me a horrible roleplayer. I mean I’m a good roleplayer, I just don’t use my potential).
So, if an update comes up that I’ve posted a chapter or whatever, that probably won’t necessarily mean I’m super... active. Ya know? Am I gonna try to reply more frequently. Mm, yeah. Do I trust myself at all? No.
With all that said, I’m sorry for dragging anyone through this rollercoaster. I’m also sorry if I’ve forgotten about anyone. That frequently happens. So I’m sorry about that.
(Look for part two in this announcement)