@Babbitgoezboom
@Alee_xoxo_girl please teach me how to get views lol, you seem to have that down gurl.
@Babbitgoezboom make a one shot book of a ship that's really popular and they'll come flying in hun
AAAAAAAAAAA I started a fanfic- wtf https://www.wattpad.com/story/223905775
HEEYY I MISS UUU
Nih can anyone actually see these things? I've been messaging and commenting but nothing pops up ;-;
I'm in a mood rn. My social anxiety meds are giving me insomnia rn and it's fucking with my head.
My emotions are going every which way and the reason I don't care for who sees this is because no one on here knows me and no one on here can screw up my life.
Life has been good but I've just been feeling sad recently... it's probably because I'm lonely but.... idk... gender dysphoria and etc..
It's fuchs with you man....
Especially when you try expressing yourself then are shut down by family members...
heh I was really proud of my fake moustache and goatee tbh...
I understand it isn't conventional for females to sport any sort of hair on their body but I mess with gender and the way I dress... I am a living breathing creation of utter madness and I love it...
I understand with vanity comes distaste for it but.... I love myself and don't care what people think but.... I have to care for what my family says. They pay my bills so I can't not pay them any mind... I have to dress accordingly to norms and it feels weird....
So what if I sport boys clothing to school, so what if I'm distracted when I see myself in any mirrors, so what if my makeup will never be normal, so what if I have fifty thousand pairs of glasses? It doesn't mean you have to be me.... it doesn't mean you have to agree, It doesn't even mean you need to accept the way I am... just please... let me live my life... even if you don't agree with how I act, dress, walk or talk.
Just a large vent... not really cryptic, just truthful. I love being over the top... but I hate when my parents try to dim my lights by saying how can someone with social anxiety dress up like that and prance around like I do.... I don't know! Ask my doctor not me..... I don't know how I work, I just know I do what I love and if the people around me do the same then it'll make me smile.
Know that no matter what you need to be yourself, not a carbon copy of someone else.
A German lady came into where I work the other day and said "Don't be like Annika, be like Pippy LongStamph"
Basically it means, don't be like how society thinks or want you to be, be like how you wanna be.
Be happy and vibe off of your own stuff. 'They' hate that because when you're happy you're on the offence.
*sends love to you*
Look I'm highly sorry for the whole war thing. I'm sorry for how far I took it @stupidity_14
Pretty immature of me to be honest and I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way...
TLDR; I feel like shit for possibly hurting a random strangers feelings by spamming memes and meme comments all over their wattpad
Also @Janetrashchan Did they block me by any chance...? If so can you send them my apology?
FUQ ME BAZZA I CANT POST ANY MORE MESSAGES-
I'm a very inactive piece of trash. I should write something on here, shouldn't I?
@sweetmusk WHAT SHOULD I WRITE ABOUT THO? T H E R E I S T O M U C H T O W R I T E A B O U T
