@JesseNoble0 I go on reddit and like 3 haven't worked out, Fetlife I live in the middle of nowhere and have no time to go to events hours away, I work 36 hours a week and I'm in grad school. That's why the chapters have basically stopped. I thought about starting up a Tumblr and posting pics and doing stories and story requests and maybe trying to become an influencer and try and find a cg that way. IDK, I'm young, actually pretty good looking, socially aware unlike some in the community. I'm just so damn lonely and ABDL is the only thing keeping me happy at this point