Asher

I feel like I always fuck up

This is so pointless

I still feel her hands on me 

Am I the real problem? I try to solve my issues and make myself better but every time it collapses in the end

I think everyday I get closer and closer to the end, the tension gets tighter and tighter. I feel like I think I’m getting better but in the end I’m just wrong 

Someone who loves you wouldn’t do this 

I’m still miss you and that sucks the worst of all 

Maybe I’ll always hate you for what you did

I want you to know that I’m happy. And things have changed. I have so much I want to tell you but we aren’t friends anymore so this is my only telling you. 

I’m starting to realize how different I am from you