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Okay but all bullshit aside and on a serious note... I just wanna say I know there is a lot of members of the LGBTQ+ Community on Wattpad and I know 90% of us haven't even came out due to the fear of the criticism, the fear of people trying to change us from who we are, and the Main thing... Our parents not accepting us, or just not being accepted by anyone. I'm saying this because the day I was ready to come out to my grandma we watch a movie and it had a gay couple in it, and I looked at my grandma's face and I never saw her look so disgusted in my 15 years of living. She was saying rude and homophobic things like ''That's just an embarrassment.'' ''They should be ashamed of themselves for showing PDA like that.. and they're gay.'' I felt my heart shatter, the woman who I thought would accept anyone for who they are and for their choice, proved me wrong. Later on that Night I went to the store and bought Boxers... Mind you I'm a girl and I'm not an Intersex. I was going to use that as me coming out, I took a shower and put the boxers on.... Lets just say she threw them away and told me that I can like whatever I wanna like but she won't tolerate me bringing my girlfriends around her, she won't tolerate me behaving like a male when I told her I'm a Stem. The point I'm trying to make is if ever you feel like you need someone to talk to about your sexuality whether it's about you being afraid to come out, the reason you like what you like, or even if it's about you not being sure, PLEASE just go and talk to someone you feel you can trust and that will listen to you. Hell, yall can even talk to me. I have so many friends that fake who they are because of their parents being so strict, My grandma not accepting me almost drove me to suicide, it damn sholl drove me to depression. I don't want any of that for anyone and trust me I know it's going to happen to everyone but please I'm literally begging yall to talk to anyone about you being apart of the rainbow community.