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Tiny update on Chapter 8, because it has been making me nuts for weeks now. I have written the entire chapter 8 and started chapter 9. 
          I've read it over and over and to be honest, it's just not good. 
          Perhaps I'm too critical and it's not actually bad, but it's not as good as the others, so I will do a fresh start with chapter 8. 
          For me quality is more important than anything else. I just know I can write it better. So I just wanted to tell because I feel literally guilty for not posting. I don't wanna worry anyone that I dropped the fic. As I said before, those bad phases are a thing. I'll work on it.

TVD S1-8 : Stefan Salvatore x OC 
          Name: Paraluman Diwa de Luna
          DOB: December 31, 1992
          Age: 16
          Height: 5"6(167 cm) 
          Species: Babaylan 
          High School Student • Cheerleader (Strategic Flyer) • Gilded Archivist
          
          Abilities: Aura Reading, Retrocognition, Ward & Amulet Crafting, Compulsion Immunity, Alchemy & Healing, Ancestral Memory, Atmospheric Sense, Mental Linking, Enhanced Physicality, Martial & Shamanic Combat, Levitation, Momentum & Magnetic Control, Filipino Warfare
          
          Personality: Witty, culturally rooted, and charismatic; a composed, tactical peacekeeper—adaptable under pressure, self-sacrificing, and sharp beneath a polished exterior.
          
          Hobbies: Historical archiving, botanical alchemy, dance, antique restoration, strategic games, calligraphy, art and design, parkour, reading, cooking and baking.
          
          Backstory:The de Luna family arrived in Mystic Falls in 1852 as secret guardians, warding a spiritual rift and recording the town’s hidden history while bound to observe, not interfere. Their heirs bore the Anting-anting, granting immunity to vampire compulsion. Born in 1992, Paraluman de Luna grew up a gifted scholar and mediator. When Stefan returns in 2009, she recognizes him through ancestral magic and breaks her family’s silence, stepping forward as Mystic Falls’ strategist and protector.
          
          Face claim: sophia laforteza 
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          S1EP1 Fit
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          House 
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          Car
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          Pets
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          Mystic grille meal
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          Amulet
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          Extra
          Languages: English, Tagalog, Baybayin, Latin, Ancient Greek, Spanish, and French.
          
          Weakness: Physical Drain, Sensory Overload, Protective Empathy, Iron-Salt Vulnerability, Human Mortality, Archival Feedback
          
          Friends: Caroline, Damon, Elena, Tyler, Jeremy, Alaric, Enzo, the Mikaelsons, Matt, Jenna, Lexi, Meredith, Grams, Pearl & Anna, April, Jo, Katherine, Liz, and Rose-Marie.

Writing on chapter 8 and a little tiny reminder, Vivien is not supposed to be fair. You do need to be patient with her since healing is a constant up and down. The story already started at a knew kind of low for her, but it will go up again. And it's so valid to be mad at her sometimes, I am too. She's far from perfect. 
          
          And for Elijah fans, you can get excited! I definitely am. Just wait for chapter 9. Elijah and Vivien are going to be such an interesting dynamic. I can't wait to write them. 

Hi,
          
          I hope you’re doing well! I wanted to say how much I admire your writing. The way you explore emotional depth and complicated characters always leaves a lasting impression.
          
          I was wondering if you’re open to book requests, specifically one centered around Stefan Salvatore. His quiet strength, deep guilt, and unwavering devotion make him such a compelling character. I’d love to see a character-driven story that explores redemption, love, and the weight of eternity.
          
          No pressure at all if requests are closed. I mainly wanted to ask and to let you know how appreciated your work truly is.
          
          Warmly,Chocolate
          
          P.S. If you’re open to it, may I share an OC to pair with him?

For those who watched Dexter or You, the inner monolge that Dexter and Will have, where they just stare at someone in complete silence while they're thinking, just know that Vivien does this too. 
          
          Chapter 6 comes out tomorrow, btw.

I've genuinely done nothing since yesterday but writing and writing + night shifts writing. 
          Now I'm finished with one and a half chapters. For those who don't know, I need about two hours for 600 words. I'm debating when to post chapter 5, and  I was thinking either this weekend or next weekend.
           
          What I wanted to tell you, I am dying for some feedback. I usually only write stuff that I show my friends and then get feedback from them. It's so different to write for strangers, so PLEASE. Leave comments on literally anything. 
          I need to know how you view this. Especially how you view Vivien. I'm kinda scared that I write things that I think everybody will understand, only that nobody gets how I pictured it. 
          
          And most importantly, if someone didn't get the hint. VIVIEN IS AN UNRELIABLE NARRATOR! What she says are not facts but only her perspective and she is in denial most of her life!

Hi to all my readers,
          In my bio, it is already written that I write dramatically cruel fanfics. Yet I again wanna put a trigger warning. In the fanfic 
          "The screams of the lambs," Vivien will experience a lot of violence and will cause violence herself. To say it dramatically, this is a story about the cruel path of a girl who does a lot of horrible things, unconsciously and consciously. Sensitive topics will be mentioned a lot, and torture will happen regularly. 
          
          The psychological aspect of the characters will get discussed a lot, too. The Vampire daries is about a bunch of serial killer monsters, but the show just uses a lot of blood and threats. It doesn't really go into detail, but i will. Especially the Mikaelson siblings will cause a lot of trouble, so if you're eager for that, this is the right fic for you. If you have questions about this, just leave a comment, and I will respond. 
          

I'm almost finished with chapter two, so I will post it this week! 
          
          While writing, I noticed that I should inform you that I change a lot of the storylines, and especially the timeliness. I wouldn't orientate on the show to know what happens next. I'll kinda just write the way it's fitting for my fic.