Babyyg93

why is life so hard sometimes.
          
          I have a funeral tomorrow for a close family friend that we've known for 18 years and then this afternoon we had to put our 16 year old doggie down because she got too sick.
          
          I swear all of this shit happens all at once

Sorry if I'm spamming a little bit tonight, I think my wattpad is playing up while i'm trying to change things.

ARMY TWT is exhausting atm

I was in an interview sort of thing today, my mum introduced me to a guy she knows that has a position available and when we were talking, he asked me about any hobbies and such. I told the guy that I like reading, he asked what sort of stuff I like to read and i just answered romance but my mother told the guys that i liked the dark romance stories....  I was like, you don't just tell people that, tf lmao 

Hey lovies,
          
          So i wanted to give just a bit of an update. I have mentioned that my aunt and uncle has been living with us, well they have finally brought a house, so they should be out in a month.
          
          Work has been an absolute struggle on both my physical and mental health. We are currently going through a bit of a labour cut, so the shifts have been short staff and the staff i usually have on are younger kids that just want to stand around or mess around with their friends. It's been feeling like im having to so the job of 5 people and then listen to the staff complain that they are doing so much. I took time off for the bts concern next year and my boss accepted it without checking the date then turned around and removed it. I was also suppose to do a presentation for some training i was suppose to be doing but they hadn't done either with me. On top of everything, im getting attitudes from staff and other management and dealing with favouritism. I am very over my job.
          
          However i am looking for more work and im being a bit more stricter on what i apply for, so i'm not going to be running myself into the ground like i currently am.
          
          My friend from school is having a baby and im going to her baby shower in sept, so im super excited but also a bit sad for myself.
          
          I was doing korean lessons at the start of the year but i had to stop them a few months ago, however im thinking of doing it again soon.
          
          I am also working on a new story, buuuut this one i wont be uploading on here as im writing it in hopes to make it my "debut" novel. I'm writing it with the plan of publish it, wether thatll be independent or through a company if im lucky. I might give a bit of a sneak peek later though.
          
          With my fan fics, i do have some drafts, i just need to finish them. I've been trying to get to them lately, so ill try very soon to get some out!
          
          love you guys and thank you for supporting me!

my aunty and uncle have been living with us for a little over half a year and my aunty (by marriage) is driving me absolutely crazy. She bangs everything and things have been breaking in our house, she loud all the time and cleans everything even though it aint dirty. She keeps moving things around and "organising" the house even though its not hers

I was just  about to tell you ther is some one stealing you book it turn out to be you other account 

I get that sometimes i can take a while to update, but let me just remind everyone that I have a life outside of wattpad and I don't always have time to sit down for hours to write. If people are going to start becoming more demanding for updates thats when I'm going to start losing motivation to update at all. "If you're not going to update, let us know now" I'll have you all know that if I wasn't planning on updating one of my stories anymore I would just unpublish it, but if it is still up on my profile, it is just simply that I have been either updating other stories that I am more motivated to write or I haven't had time, but i have got little bits of writing here and there for the next update, they just take a bit more time to get out.
          
          I have a full time job that I absolutely hate but can't leave, I have family always around and nieces that want my attention almost every weekend. The time between when I'm not doing either of those, I am trying to relax or i've got to do a few things that i can't usually do when i'm at work or with family. What very little time I have for writing, trust me I am using it. I'll have everyone remember that I don't get paid for these stories that i put up for you all, otherwise I would be putting more time into it rather than my shitty job. 
          
          Think before commenting demanding things on people's work, you never know what they are dealing with outside of this damn app.

Yall, I forgot to mention it but I'm seeing BTS in sydney next feb!!

Hey lovelies, I just want to let yall know that I have been writing and I shall have an update for you sometime soon! For the meantime, i have a little sneak peek, try to guess what story it's from ;)
          
          "What are you talking about?" Namjoon questions, reaching over for Yoongi's empty hand, lacing his fingers with his.
          
          "Jihyun and Jimin used to be two of the best fighters of our pack. They were even be better than his father when they were together" Yoongi explains.
          
          "Jimin's wolf is insane" Jihyun adds in. Hoseok shivers as he thinks back to the look on Jimin's face that night when Jeongguk had broken out of the rut room.