B.L.U

Yep I'm just sitting here eating some oatmeal 
          What interesting things happened last year?

Another year
           Another cheer
           for those who are still here
          -BLU 

I remember a rwby book one where rumors ruined a dragon Faunus. But he had a team, a sloth girl, a formal student from atlas, and a rockstar. Though the man slowly regains his former status as a friend. However, rumors started because a girl was heartbroken by his rejection.
          
          However, it's been a long time since I've read the book. That was all I could think of while summarizing this story. I cannot confirm I got all the details, so that's why I cannot explain it better. I wish I could give more, but I don't remember much.

I can never find an anime that ends with me feeling depressed, I just somehow find the one that won't be like it was before. Deaths of VA's or the ending left me wanting more, yet never reaching that point. This might be one of the only times I will be talking about my issues here.

Now I'm just abandoning this place, always thinking of stuff but don't have the fucking guts to do it. I'm a fucking pussy whose mind is creative but my body is just preventing me from doing it. The people who I was inspired by are starting to retire, god FUCKING DAMN IT! I keep thinking of the end but no start and no climax. shit, shit, shit, SHIT!

People can have their lives go from right to oh so wrong even with a single wrong event. Quotes and people from older times of places are getting inside my head... Can't focus on other things cause of how much they throw me off...can't do a damn thing here or anywhere no matter when.. they are forming inside my mind but

you know l feel like I should talk to others more instead of just visiting this place to read a bit and actually socialize. I could get a reason to find a way to motivate myself to complete things on this website. But not now maybe until a certain date maybe it's tomorrow or next month. We'll just have to wait and see if my luck is still shit

You guys heard the villain in the new Resident Evil 8 Demo? 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          The villain got around 12 pages of Rule 34 and don't ask how I got it 

God, I need some sleeping tips and no counting lambs and shit. I need a good night's rest even though I'm getting less than 4 hours of sleep but 4 is better than 3 right?
          Oh wait shit I have those teachers who try to look cool with memes 
          Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccckkkkkkkkkkk

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT SHIT SHIT SHIT