🌼Your Angel🌼

I miss you.. so much.

Auntie. 
          
          I miss you 

I hope you’re okay honey! I love you ❤️

Unnieeee~

Date
          06-13-19
          Time
          1:35 am
          
          I will never forget that time when she wakes up. We are all waiting for her. But the most hardest and
          Painful feelings is that would be the last time I will  saw my sister cried and smiling beautifully to us. She didn't utter a word but that smile she give its hurts a million times cause she really give up. I thought I was just dreaming but no the tears won't stop falling from my eyes and the pain in my heart is getting stronger as the seconds and minutes goes by. I'm here to inform you that my sister Rara didn't make it... I-im S-so S-sorry.. And thank you for those kind hearted persons who sends they're prayers to my sister... I-i know Rara is in God hands now... Until now I still can't believe that this is all happening... I don't know if I can forgive myself... I will forever blame myself... I will miss her a lot... I will missed everything about my lil sister... Y-yah.. I know it's impossible now will you see this..?? I love you so much my R-rara...
          
          Love
          Your Sister
          Riri

If your seeing this right now this is not Chaera this is her sister Chanri I know this is all wrong invading her own privacy but reading those messages in here that doesn't know what happened and still waiting for her to response and come back is breaking my heart. And those other people who doesn't understand and keeps calling and asking us when Rara will go and attend her school! Seriously I know our parents explained it already to them but why they can't still understand?! Rara can't able to go to school cause she's still there laying on that goddamn hospital bed breathing but still not waking up! Honestly I'm physically and emotionally exhausted I know crying is not helping and blaming myself on what happened is not helping if could turn back the time I wouldn't leave her alone! I wouldn't be deceived by that smile! And Only God knows when Rara will open her eyes again... ='(

Hours of crying is not enough to ease the pain I'm begging you please help me send your prayers to my sister Rara I don't know where to inform her friends our parents strictly avoided us to use any kind of applications eversince we finished home schooled but Rara and I don't go on the same school. But I know Rara is not like me this is the only way. My sister Rara is in Critical condition right now seeing her in that state makes me feel useless cause I can't do anything to save her. Im no doctor I'm just her sister  praying to God to hug Rara and make her live. I don't want to lose my precious sister! ='(
          
          
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          Chanri

Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But me? I'd rather be your moon and the star's. So if ever you won't see me again just look upon the sky you'll see me there shining during your darkest hour where your sun isn't around. But don't cry coz I can't be there for you anymore to dry up your tears. But then if your tears came out I am the clouds with the rain then you won't be alone coz I'm there crying for you too. And always remember that three words eight letters. I Love You♡

I'm not complaining
          But I feel so left out.
          
          //
          :'c
          Sad Chaechae 

@-princessrosie-
          Night sissy ♥️