Bail_bail123

hey guys.. so i know that not many people read my wall or anything.. heck, im quite positive no one does.. but ive been thinking... is it better to just fake a smile and pretend to be happy the whole rest of your life, or be real and be open about yourself??? im so conflicted lately and upset and hurting... but idk.. idk what to do anymore... i feel useless and helpless. everyone needs help with something in their life at some point right? idk just thinking. its not a big deal :) but if anyone does read this, can i please get some feedback?

Bail_bail123

hey guys.. so i know that not many people read my wall or anything.. heck, im quite positive no one does.. but ive been thinking... is it better to just fake a smile and pretend to be happy the whole rest of your life, or be real and be open about yourself??? im so conflicted lately and upset and hurting... but idk.. idk what to do anymore... i feel useless and helpless. everyone needs help with something in their life at some point right? idk just thinking. its not a big deal :) but if anyone does read this, can i please get some feedback?

Bail_bail123

I deleted my story Every Life guys... i decided to move on with what was and go to what will be... I'll still be writing my newer story if anyone is interested but that's all I have to say.. thanks guys, I hope you understand <3

Bail_bail123

Hey guys!! I'm so happy to say I will be getting a new phone but really sad to say idk how long it will be until I can actually use it lol, my parents wanna wait for Christmas, but I'm really hoping I can use it immediately after they get home with it !! Anyways, ik it's really late but I hope everyone had a GREAT Thanksgiving.! Message me back how yours was and what all the things you were thankful for! :D (only if you wanna tho). TBH tho guys, my thanksgiving was good... it was missing a couple people that are no longer with the world today. I held back a few tears bc of that particular reason, but you know what? Im thankful for at least knowing them, for loving them... just even being their family. I'm thankful for all the smiles people have, laughter, and love, I'm thankful for being stronger than I've ever been... it's been a tough year and a lot of things have changed... but it still doesn't stop me from achieving what I need to achieve.. and honestly, just by writing, by art... by music, and by having my amazing bf there all the time just makes me happy as can be!! I'm so thankful for that too. Idk what I'd do without any of it (mostly my bf tho seriously guys lol). But I hope everyone had a great thanksgiving and hopefully I'll be writing again soon!! <3

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Okay, seriously, pick a profile picture and stick with it! I looked at my notifications and was like, 'Who is this?' Then, I looked at the name and was like, 'She changed the picture again!?' (To the people reading this, we're really actually family so but out.)

Bail_bail123

Lol whoa I just saw this, I can't stick with a pfp sorry cuz lol I love you tho XD 
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Bail_bail123

What do you do when you feel yourself slipping away... when you feel like your entire world is crashing down on you... when your so insecure... so not ready to move on to the next step, but you know that if you don't, you can lose all that you fought for. What if you can lose all that you gained.... happiness.... security..... love..... what if you lost what you finally got back.... bc honestly, im not the happiest person... but I'm really trying rn....