BamWtkns

Change of plans guys, I've decided to take a long break on writing. My mother is in the hospital and her health is more important than an app. I will not be creating another account.

I am deleting the book titled Morana. I have grown as a writer in these past couple of months and am unsatisfied with the results of the story.
          
          Also I'm making a new account all about X Readers! I will post the information later on!

Just posted a chapter to my Various x Reader! I feel extremely confident about this chapter. I spent some time on it and the final outcome is amazing! I'm so proud of myself! 
          
          Brandy- 1
          
          Writers Block- 0

Bruh, I'm getting extremely frustrated rn.
          
          I typed an amazing discription for a new book an I guess it didn't save. I spent like two hours on it.
          
          2 F*cking HOURS! 

I've decided that I will continue to write. My stories and writing itself are too important to me to give up. I will be updating some stories, but be warned
          
          EXTREMELY SLOW UPDATES

Guys, 
          
          I've noticed how I don't frequently update my stories. It's been a few months since I've posted a chapter or even started a new book. I mean, I try to write chapters of my stories and I constantly have ideas flying through my mind, but I just get this feeling. Like I don't want to write anymore and I should just give up on being an author completely.
          
          But part of me is the exact opposite. 
          
          Sometimes I'll be watching a movie, playing a video game, or even reading when a random story idea pops into my head. I'll think about everything I can write and create from that idea. Just imagine playing with playdoh and molding your art piece into different shapes, that's how I get when I come up with an idea for writing. But then, after I come down from the excitement of creating a story, I'll feel utterly disappointed. Like I'm not good enough to be an author. 
          
          I don't want to give up on writing. From the start of 2014 to the end of 2016 was the worst years of my existence. I may be overexagerating since I'm still just a teenager, but from my personal experience, I had the roughest years of my ongoing life. I spiralled into depression and started to have major anxiety. I was bullied and made fun of,  I had no friends, and I felt completely miserable. I felt like my family didn't care about my well being and I just continued to become a bad influence to my siblings. 
          
          Then, I got to my breaking point. I tried to commit suicide. I don't regret doing what I did, I just regret putting all the stress and pain on my family. I'm trying to keep writing, I'm hoping I will continue, but with all the stress on my shoulders I'm not sure if I will. I know this is an extremely long message, but I just wanted to inform you guys about my situation and hopefully you'll take the time to read this to the end. 

Just uploaded a chapter to my new book 'Living With Killers'. Check it out, vote, comment, and follow!! https://www.wattpad.com/story/105801161

Sorry, I haven't been updating that frequently. It's just that I'm going through major writers block and I don't know why. I don't really have the urge to write anymore, which really scares me, but I've also been going through some other things I don't want to go into detail. Sometimes I'll write a thousand word chapter and delete it because it just doesn't seem right. It's​ very frustrating, but hopefully I'll get my mojo back and start updating regularly, I don't know.