I’ve been trying to get the nerve to write this for 3 hours, so here goes.
@Bananabrains13
I was wrong, even though I didn’t want to admit it. I’m opinionated and I know that, but in all honesty there’s a line between stating an opinion and going after someone.
Who cares about circumstances? It shouldn’t matter why you’re not here, and you shouldn’t have to explain yourself to me every time you come back on. I’m tired of sitting around blaming you for not being here, for taking up more of your time on something else, and for never seeming to want to talk. I called you a narcissist when that’s what I am.
It’s a form of jealousy, though I don’t really know what I’m jealous of. Maybe I’m jealous that you spend more time away from here now. Maybe it’s the fact that I think I’m your last priority. Hell, it’s probably both.
You hurt me, but I purposely tried to hurt you more. Rissa never said what I told you she did. I made it up myself.
I don’t really feel that way. I was pissed off, upset, but completely aware of what I was doing.
It was pointless middle school level drama and you didn’t need it. Sure, you hurt me, but I never should have went after you.
I’m not expecting anything out of this, so don’t worry about it. I’m sorry, though, because I was really sh|tty to you and I was a crappy person in general.
-Madisyn Hope James