JJPreety

Aku tak pernah rasa down macam ni, ya Allah.

the best gift i could ever get this year :)))) never felt this overwhelming feeling after so long it feels good. Now i know i really love abil :))))) =) =))))))))))) 

Oftentimes i would be afraid of what people going to think about me. I don't feel loved and accepted. It's like these thoughts on my head that people will judge me and i will become subconsciously fear of that. I decided to shut myself from these people. Little did i know, they wouldn't give a fuck.
          
          And they claimed to be my friends which i couldn't remember which times they actually were here for me.
          
          I developed social anxiety. I'm afraid to talk to new people and make friends because I always take the outcomes negatively.
          
          I began to hate socialising and i hate people. 

When things got sad, you always have me to turn to okey? Love you, 3000. Times. Avengers. Assemble. 

I was so frustrated last night I ended up spacing out. Then, abil came to me to comfort me and said, "the moon tonight is beautiful, isn't it?" omg I love her

Me: Okay, I should be hitting the books by now.
          
          Me:.... haha *tido*

Underwhelming

I bet myself to get a bf this year. I'm regretting it now

Lepastu bila aku cakap diorang pakwe aku, diorang nganjing aku :(

Abil has literally put the quite benchmark for the standard in men I'm looking for. Aku nak ada pakwe macam abil :')))