I am a high school girl with a death wish. The only thing that brings me happiness is playing my instruments. Playing my instruments is the only thing I don't mess up. I literally mess up everything else. Everyone grows to hate me eventually. Everyone eventually leaves. The only person that I thought never would is now gone. And I'm left in the dark shadows again with no one. The only person that was actually starting to make me feel happy and get me to smile is starting to go away too.