" Are we just gonna pretend it never happened?Ignore our problems?It's basically what we do,but it's okay,isn't it?Ruining our lives for such small purposes,just for shits and giggles.Pretend jealously is not there,anger and regret either.This "friendship", if I may call it like that,has deep roots into our childhood,yet deep roots into our hearts.We both suffered(I believe) and we both know it can't continue,it's too much memories and beautiful times that now are dark,burried deep in our head.You made me transform into a complete different person,yet I like it,after all what I went through,all the sadness and despair,I now like it.I learned that I can't just trust people like that,I know everyone has their goal in us.They all need something from me and from you.That's why they show us fake love and fake empathy and I,like a fool,believe it.I learned from it.I can never be good enough when I'm with someone,but on my own,I'm special for myself."