BangtanDarkHugs

The habit of leaving the past unattended and unburied. It would be just wrong to erase this account. So I'm keeping it.
          	-a HSC candidate a day before b2 exam

BangtanDarkHugs

Bangla has 4 books 
          
          
          
          ARE YOU EFFING KIDDING ME I CRIED 
          
          
          
          it's been a long time since I cried 
          
          
          *Sighs* I don't wanna fall sick this season 
          
          
          That's all....and it's November, it didn't feel like anything this year...maybe caz of my unproductivity. 
          
          I wish I loved you. 
          
          I need to focus on myself 
          
          Brown eyes are everywhere, they make me forget you.
          
          She is not gonna let me touch badminton this year .
          *Sighs* 
          
          I am not even sad anymore. More like dissapointed in myself, my lack of ability of make the best out of everything. 
          
          I think I am aromantic (damn hormones) 
          
          Oh and I....*chuckles* am having my periods regularly.i feel like having my uterus removed.Just thoughts until I actually make some damn money.
          
          
          One year till I part from school. Last time I am gonna see them, I wonder if I will be ever able to go to them.*not laughing* I wonder how it will be when I do.atp I don't really know whats better.
          
          I don't even know what I am doing with my life
          
          
          You think you have anger issues, you should see my mom 
          
          
          That's literally my whole 2021
          (Apart from the fact I know how to paddle cycles a bit and bought some books) 
          (And how sad it that)

BangtanDarkHugs

Me: *looking for fits to wear out
           *Finds mom's nail polish collection*
            *Applies a bit of brown*
          Mom: Why did you- wait who are you going out with?
          Me : Shopan....and Takia 
           Mom: okay...apply it to all 5 nails, the pink ones are on the other side of the drawer.
          Me: *existing without a girlfriend and a love life for about 3 years* 
          WILL YOU STAPH I WILL NEVER TOUCH IT EVER AGAIN

BangtanDarkHugs

My parents were in a passive aggressive convos about life regrets....well about marring each other
          My mom suddenly let out a "Bhalobahsa ta ki oitai bujhlam na" in a suppressed lost tone and I wheezed from from the dinning room
          
          Never related to this bitch this much-