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Not like anyone is gonna read this announcement but i went to the BTS arirang in goyang Day 2 Live streaming and oh my goad what an experience it was!!!
          i've lost my voice 
          but the concert reminded me of everything BTS meant to me that somehow had gotten pushed to the back of my head with all the real life shit. It was sooooooooooo amazing and power packed and whatnot!!!! GUYSSSSSS
          Apobangpo for life!!!!

Sweet peasssss!!
          How are you allllll??
          

You can't understand anyone's pain unless you put yourself in there shoes and yet there'd be much more left unexplained and inexperienced. Losing a person with whom you had tied your life with, the one with whom you spent your childhood with, the one whom you raised and saw in each step of their life is not only a physical loss. It is much more than the crying in the initial days. Much more than the emotional distress.
          When one day sitting with people and the brain goes, "if they were here they'd say this or do this by now. " that's how you feel what you lost. When on a festival they are not here anymore to guide you, to laugh with you, to hug you and share that emotion and love with you, that's how you realize they are gone. When all of a sudden people don't expect you to be you anymore but also carry what and who they were.
          You don't just lose a person. You lose yourself trying to fill the void they left.
          I hope everyone who's lost someone close to them can find strength within themselves to move on in their lives. Take care of yourself and be kind.

After so long, I wrote the beginning of a chapter today in one of my books. It really felt like a tiny exercise session for my brain. My mom always says that brain needs to be used in order to make it sharper. And damn was she right. But it felt so good to again use my brain for creativity instead of the monotonous daily life stuff. You know what that means?? Update coming up soon
          I don't even know if anyone will read this or not. But I am excited for uploading more chapters now.
          I love you all
          Take care of yourselves.

You can't understand anyone's pain unless you put yourself in there shoes and yet there'd be much more left unexplained and inexperienced. Losing a person with whom you had tied your life with, the one with whom you spent your childhood with, the one whom you raised and saw in each step of their life is not only a physical loss. It is much more than the crying in the initial days. Much more than the emotional distress.
          When one day sitting with people and the brain goes, "if they were here they'd say this or do this by now. " that's how you feel what you lost. When on a festival they are not here anymore to guide you, to laugh with you, to hug you and share that emotion and love with you, that's how you realize they are gone. When all of a sudden people don't expect you to be you anymore but also carry what and who they were.
          You don't just lose a person. You lose yourself trying to fill the void they left.
          I hope everyone who's lost someone close to them can find strength within themselves to move on in their lives. Take care of yourself and be kind. 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/407654174-ot7-mini-valentine-awards
          
          Awards presented by @LAandSugacookies also known as the almighty @LAJoyner

Here is the link to the awards. I'm not participating much these days. These are the few I know.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406364132?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406870163?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/405876591?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari

I love these fanfics. You can check them out, each one has a different plot, and a few are slow burns. I don't have a dark romance to recommend because the ones I've read weren't that good. If I come across a good one, I’ll share it. I shared these here because it's easier for you.
          
          I think I shared a lot, lol.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389341497?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/388170492?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/223324356?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/65028990?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/361682555?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/370061964?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shinhaari

Flowers from 1970 at 2.31k reads... I could never even imagine something like that..... And 190 followers... Thank you so much, sweet peas
          Take care of yourselves ❣️❣️

Dark, dangerous, and addictive—these one-shots are everything you love.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/392544350?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=deardybear_12