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About 3 years ago I promised myself that it wouldn't be of use it i don't go to a BTS concert when I have already moved to the UK. About a week ago, I gave up the chance during ticketmaster resales. I was in the queue, had tickets but didn't pay for them. If I paid for it, I would have 300 quid less in my bank.
          I bought everything else. An ARMY bomb, outfit, concert essentials. Everything. Just not the tickets. Buying tickets would mean it is final. It might feel stupid to anyone else. But I am relieved. Paying for tickets wouldn't be the last purchase either. Travel, food and a lot more on the day as well would cost me. A lot. I could reastically push myself a little more, and stretch myself a little thinner to make it work. But how acceptable does the excuse "I just don't want to" sound?
          BTS will be back again. When I have guts to pay for the tickets without feeling like I've made a really horrible financial decision. 
          BTS has moved on being my life to part of my life. And I have accepted that somehow. 

The breeze, the sun and the moon,
          Sunset, rise and clouds gloom,
          feels less like home with time 
          
          When a smile makes you spiral,
          Wondering if it's friend or foe, 
          When media makes things viral, 
          Forcing the boat down a flow
          
          Why would you fear the night? 
          Some love sparkle of stars? 
          The same sun that kisses the skin,
          Burned the skin of another. 
          

Ik it doesn't rhyme 
          
          ●  Older 
          
          My hair will be longer,
          Or I'll chop it down— a mullet,
          My skin may be duller, 
          Or full of tattooed colours, 
          My style might be tighter,
          Heels would replace my sneakers,
          I got my driving licence,
          I'll have a car and zoom away,
          I'll be working hard, might work out,
          Find the love or move abroad,
          Be so sickly and bedridden,
          Run so fast as heart pounds,
          Be angry or cry in rain,
          
          But with each passing day,
          I'll be older. 

Got a bts tat btw
          
          https://pin.it/5gkIB699g 

@Snowflower130 Ikr. It's been too long. Im glad u r doing alright. Ive been good too. Ups and downs. Lot of stuff coming up as well. Hope u r thriving too, babyy

@Snowflower130 Thank u T.T How u doing, sweet? 

The wallflower
          
          How you gonna be louder than the thunder? 
          To prove that it hurts? 
          
          How would you know your blood matters?
          If someone bleeds more. 
          
          Wonder if the pale shades wish,
          To be known too.
          
          How dare you wish upon doomed stars,
          Do you matter more?
          
          Gentle hum of bird tunes,
          Do they sing of pain? 
          How do you know the crackle of fire,
          Is not screaming it burns?
          
          Can you still be gentler than the gentlest, 
          When it hurts you more?
          
          Have you felt the wall? (Felt the wall)
          When it's freezing cold. 
          Lean on the wall (lean lean) 
          Feel it whisper (loud)
          
          The wallflower: They prefer to stay in the background, often feeling like an outsider looking in. They might have a hard time opening up to others, though they desperately wish someone would notice them.
          
          Felt like writing these... Poetry? Again. 
          
          

I miss you. I miss seeing your baddie comments on random wattpad stories. Those were the beautiful days, lockdown, streaming, runbts . I miss everything i miss my friend :)

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