Bangtndna

Hey guys, it's me, back from the hole I've been putting myself on for so long. The truth is that I think my writing is "broken" somehow and I don't know how else to explain this. 
          	All my life, all I've ever wanted was to become a published author, I think books really can be a way of experiencing so many different things at once and it's wonderful. So, naturally, when I first got into kpop, I created an Instagram account to write oneshots and suddenly, my life changed. I wrote one oneshot every day for more than a year and I've never felt more inspired or creative as I did back then. Still, I was just some highschool girl trying to have an outlet for her creativity, I didn't know much about life and I don't think I do after five years, but I knew I had to write a story that was bigger than a oneshot. So, I created this wattpad account and I started working on "Bully". Day and night my life was all about "Bully" - I went to school and wrote chapters during classes on paper, uploaded them to wattpad on breaks to then revise later before I published them when I got back home and after I would go back to plotting the chapter I would write the following day. Writing was my life and it consumed me, I don't know who I am without this part of myself. 
          	Then university started and I suddenly became a very busy law student with no time to actually write anything so I disappeared from the face of the Earth. I hate goodbyes, so I kept delaying it untill eventually I came to terms with the fact that it was over. 
          	Still, don't believe I haven't thought about writing, there isn't a day that hasn't gone by where I haven't done it. But when it comes to writing fanfiction I guess it's easier because most characters are already created - as they are real people, it's easier to "know them" and just follow their lead. To create a new set of characters entirely is... challenging and very scary to say the least.

Bangtndna

(pt2) 
          	  I've also had people in my life advising me to review and try to publish "Bully" as an actual book instead of a fanfiction, but I don't know if I could ever face this story again or if anyone would actually be interested because you've had it totally for free for years here.
          	   
          	  I have this itch to go back to writing fanfiction, but I think this is my brain telling me that it's the easier path, but I don't know what to do, had anyone else experienced this? Would you read anything I published even if it weren't fanfiction? What if I actually got "Bully" published, would you be interested in reading it again? So many questions, but I guess that's my update for now, but I'd love to hear from you guys. 
          	  
          	  I have an idea for a 4 book series but before diving into that I need to get back into writing consistently because that is something I'm struggling with and maybe just having a secondary passion project here on Wattpad would be really helpful with that. What do you think? 
          	  
          	  Let me know and if you've read this entire thing, thank you so much for being here, I appreciate you and love you so much <3
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MeghaNainwaya

Hi there I just started writing my very first ff and I would love if you can check it out and give me your valuable feedback.
          Thank you in advance for letting me post on your profile and if you have any issues with it then feel free to ignore or delete it 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/377747684?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=MeghaNainwaya

Bangtndna

Hey guys, it's me, back from the hole I've been putting myself on for so long. The truth is that I think my writing is "broken" somehow and I don't know how else to explain this. 
          All my life, all I've ever wanted was to become a published author, I think books really can be a way of experiencing so many different things at once and it's wonderful. So, naturally, when I first got into kpop, I created an Instagram account to write oneshots and suddenly, my life changed. I wrote one oneshot every day for more than a year and I've never felt more inspired or creative as I did back then. Still, I was just some highschool girl trying to have an outlet for her creativity, I didn't know much about life and I don't think I do after five years, but I knew I had to write a story that was bigger than a oneshot. So, I created this wattpad account and I started working on "Bully". Day and night my life was all about "Bully" - I went to school and wrote chapters during classes on paper, uploaded them to wattpad on breaks to then revise later before I published them when I got back home and after I would go back to plotting the chapter I would write the following day. Writing was my life and it consumed me, I don't know who I am without this part of myself. 
          Then university started and I suddenly became a very busy law student with no time to actually write anything so I disappeared from the face of the Earth. I hate goodbyes, so I kept delaying it untill eventually I came to terms with the fact that it was over. 
          Still, don't believe I haven't thought about writing, there isn't a day that hasn't gone by where I haven't done it. But when it comes to writing fanfiction I guess it's easier because most characters are already created - as they are real people, it's easier to "know them" and just follow their lead. To create a new set of characters entirely is... challenging and very scary to say the least.

Bangtndna

(pt2) 
            I've also had people in my life advising me to review and try to publish "Bully" as an actual book instead of a fanfiction, but I don't know if I could ever face this story again or if anyone would actually be interested because you've had it totally for free for years here.
             
            I have this itch to go back to writing fanfiction, but I think this is my brain telling me that it's the easier path, but I don't know what to do, had anyone else experienced this? Would you read anything I published even if it weren't fanfiction? What if I actually got "Bully" published, would you be interested in reading it again? So many questions, but I guess that's my update for now, but I'd love to hear from you guys. 
            
            I have an idea for a 4 book series but before diving into that I need to get back into writing consistently because that is something I'm struggling with and maybe just having a secondary passion project here on Wattpad would be really helpful with that. What do you think? 
            
            Let me know and if you've read this entire thing, thank you so much for being here, I appreciate you and love you so much <3
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Bangtndna

Hi lovelies <3
          
          I just wanted to let you all know i have updated the covers for my works, I hope you like them!
          It was a decision based on the fact that a cover update was long due and that I may or may not have some things planned that I might be announcing soon. 
          
          Until then, thank you so much for supporting my work, I love you all so much <3

ArixuKim

@Bangtndna They better be *flicks tear drop dramatically* and ofcourse...how can I not support a great author like you ♡
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Bangtndna

@ArixuKim aaaaa I'm so sorry it broke your heart, it broke mine too honestly. Either way, hopefully you will find my next works a little less on the sad side :) thank you so much for supporting me as an author <3
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ArixuKim

@Bangtndna NO WAIT NOW I REMEMBERED I CAN NEVER READ IT AGAIN !?!?!? IT BROKE MY HEARTTTTT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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MinNeethu

Hey hie....!
          I really loved your sttory bully... And you can't even imagine how many times I read it
          So if you don't mind.... Can I recreate the story?? :)
          Btw am literally waiting for more and more fanfics from you
          Keep going ❤️‍

Bangtndna

@ MinNeethu  hey, I only saw this now, I'm sorry. Please send me a DM so we can talk more about it :))
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