Hi it’s been awhile! This is a vent post. So don’t need to read if you don’t wanna Lul.
So i’ve recently joined a group on roblox and discord. My new online friends are really fun to play with and are just fun chatting to. Even the age difference is kind of huge? it’s fine. Lmao. Because we all have somewhat tge same humor. But just today, my sister is coming to stay here for the weekend and she said something like “imagine having online friends”. I sent it to the group chat not thinking because i thought it was funny and they started to fight. I didn’t actually think it was a big problem since they were joking around. But once my sister got home. She lashed out on me. Which she had tge rights to do because i should’ve not started/sent her messages to the group chat. She yelled and me and both of us started to cry. I and the group apologized to her and she also apologized but i still feel bad for making into a big deal. I also would like to say that it was only two people and not the whole group. This is entirely my fault for sending screenshots back n forth. The groups n I humor are broken and thought it was funny but it wasn’t. We’re all human and dont deserve to be shited on. So… Yeah. That’s it. It’s not my sister or the two people fault in the group. It’s my fault for started something small and made it into a bigger thing. I already apologize to the group and they said it’s not my fault but it is. My sister also said it’s not my fault but i turned a small thing into a big one. The group is amazing even though i just met them. I don’t want to leave a bad impression or anything so i’m taking break from the discord group for a week to think over my actions and stuff. I’ll still play games with the group but i’ll just be one the side characters in the background. Until the week is over. I’ll try to make things stable again and start talking to them again.
Thank you if you read this.
- SoF/Nox