I'm so, so sorry. To lose my boy, would be so incredibly painful, and I cannot imagine how much you are hurting right now. But honestly, I would continue. Because what you have to remember is that he gave you far more happy memories than sad ones, and that he loved you too. I don't think he would want you to give up your sport, but ultimately, you would know what he would want. I'm so sorry, I'm sending hugs and kisses your way.