Barry Bananachshund

tw; s///h mention
          I woke up from a dream last night. In my dream, I had met a man. He was beautiful and we fell in love. Over the time we were dating, he began to resent me, pushing me away and declaring I was "disgusting". I am not sure what happened next, other than me being incredibly upset and relapsing. When I woke up, I had a sick, nauseous feeling in my stomach, and it has not gone away. Memory Recreation Dreams are some of my least favourites, as they feel retraumatising and mentally dehumanising, as if I am just a memory someone else will have, and I am not my own person. The cuts are physically there on my upper thigh, and I am here to tell you all that I will be taking a break. I don't have school for a week, so I will not be on my computer. I love you all, and I will miss talking to you all. Bye, creepy crawlies!!

Hello. I pray this wont be my last post for good, but I am under hot water and I'm running to a dead end and I don't know where I'm supposed to move on with my life. One of my ex-boyfriends, we'll call him Jay. Jay cheated on me which was my final straw among them all that should have been my last. He is harassing me and shittalking me in his posts on YouTube, going as far as to call me "Supergroomy2nite" for shit I didn't fucking do. I pray you guys will understand if " need a break due to this, but please do not worry, as I will probably not be taking a break. if I don't come back, my break would then either be extended or I've passed on to a better life. do not miss me, as I am not worth missing. if anyone wants to look at the shit he's been saying about me, his user is @/TinPanMan_REAL on YouTube. I ask of you please do not start drama or at least do not say I sent you, nor that I said shit about him. At least, I ask of you all to report his channel for misinformation. I hope you guys understand, and I love you all. Toodleloo, my creepy crawlies!

ykw i need to get myself a boyfriend and fast but one that wont abuse me and lowk sexually harass me and groom me and steal my friends away from me and scar me for life by having his friends harass me and play the victim and call ME the groomer :flame-emoji:
          
          WHOS DOWN/J

draw wattpad, thank you SO MUCH for getting rid of the dm'ing system on wattpad. you have gotten rid of my ONLY MEMORIES of my WIFE, you DICKNIPS. fuck YOU, fuck YOUR FAMILY, fuck YOUR COMPANY. please recover the dm system so i can reminisce what was once mine. thank you, and GET FUCKED.

YOOOOO ANOTHER FELLOW ABROSEXUAL SILLY :3

oh yes oh yes ohyes they both oh yes they both oh yes they both reached for
          
          the gun the gun the gun the gun oh yes they both reached for the gun
          
          for. the. gun.
          
          
          oh yes oh yes ohyes they both oh yes they both oh yes they both reached for
          
          the gun the gun the gun thegun oh yes they both reached for the gun
          
          for. the. gun.
          
          
          oh yes oh yes ohyes they both oh yes they both oh yes they both reached for
          
          the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun the gun
          
          /lyr (THIS SONG HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD HELP)

jorkin it, jorkin it, JORKIN IT IS BAD, JORKIN IT IS BAD, jorkin it
          
          /ref

✨and all that jazz!✨
          
          /lyr

hi skewl and me mum is gonna make me kms/srs

being qpr while also being a hopeless romantic is such a struggle like i fall for almost all my friends (except for the females) or i js grow so attatched to not losing them that i wanna desperately ask them to date me just so i can be closer to them so they dont leave me