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As the school year started 2ish months ago, I go back to the place I dreaded last year, I have less friends at school then ever, but yet some how people love me more then ever. Every body loves me, but no body likes me. As soon as I realized that it settled in me. I got voted for home coming court and dropped out cause I’m not the typical person you would think of for that, I got nominated for being on the FFA team and skillsUSA, I got voted for the best sculpture in my shop class, I also got chose to be one of the leaders for my shop class, I have all A’s in every class, my teachers all love me, my peers all love me, yet no one likes me

Here we are now, 2024. I only have a couple friends and that’s okay. Last year I had some people that brought me down but I’ve let most of them go. Because you can’t change the people around you but you can change the people around you. I don’t really have any goals for 2024 besides live and not kms. But I’m excited to see what this year brings.

My seniors are graduating this year again, the realization just hit me. Im a freshman, and the seniors help me so much, especially with sports. And I just can’t get over them leaving me, I already had to do it last year, but I’m just closer with more seniors this year.

Idk who reading this but I hope you win the battle you don’t tell any one about 

Why do my seniors have to leave me. They’re just gonna be starting college while I start high school. And idk if I can do the high school thing myself. I feel like I need them to guide me though it.