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Man, Shit has been pretty fucked lately. Some transphobic people really fucked me up and put me in a pretty dark place. I ended up losing a friend (not gon say) because of it. I will always miss them and hold them dear. Yesterday was the closest I had ever gotten to committing suicide, and I want to say I never want to get that close again. I was pulled out of my slump when I finally found out what my true name is. I convinced myself not to do it, because "Who else is gonna read the IT book coming to my house?" Or, "Who else is gonna take advantage of the free HBO on Hulu right now?". I'm sharing this in case there is ever someone else out there like me. Someone who is in a dark place and needs to be pulled out. Think about any reason to keep you here. To keep you alive. I love you. You are loved.
Love, Eddie