Hi this is Basket the real one
So I kinda been awhile and to be honest with you it’s been a lot lately but I got one thing to you I’m back just forgot my old email lol but hey I got this cover
the other day i saw this youtube video and i sware this youtuber i thing shes like prodeting my love life or something? She chanal is Ifoundjoy and Joy is like this thing happen like three times already and the sec reson one is litterly is whats going to happen if i don't fix this relaship and im just scared of that
I think i have trauma and it's affecting my life rn. i want someone to talk to about it but I feel like it wouldn't work like if I do this, talk about my stupid shit I'll probably be used or seen an different way so ill say it here if you see this please respond it would be good for my mintleheath
One time they wanted me to break up the relationship once and the thought of that hurt so i told them that I won't because I wanted to stay together it took a bit but we fixed it by a bit but that thought hurts and it is my fault that I did this to myself didn't I?
I never really told them this nor wanted because they also have some thoughts that could k ll them if they wanted too so I didn't want my stuff that have been hurting me from the beginning affects them but after awhile we had an argument it was probably one of the worst ones we've ever had we haven't talked for days because of it and my mintel health really went down I was tired for most of the day crying more than normal and just felt like I could d ie and no one would even know that i d ie but we fix it but not long after we had another one and sperisce my mintel wasn't in the best place at the time so it hurted a lot more and I felt like I did do something like I did ki lled my relationship but then after a few weeks we fixed it again and now my relationship is better but my mintel health is still not the best and most of it was probably from my trauma