@Bastonic
Last day of 2022. Wala na iyong mga okasyon na dapat magkasama tayo. Pangatlo na. Sobrang miss na miss kita everyday, Cuddy. Hirap na hirap ako lalo huminga rito. Akala ko makakagalaw at makakahinga na ako, hindi pala. Para akong pinapatay everyday. Kulang na lang magmakaawa ako na i-save ako rito. Na gusto ko ng umuwi. Cuddy, can you come and save me? Haha tangina sorry. Tanga pakinggan pero gano'n. Cuddy, miss na miss na kita. Sobrang miss na miss kita.
Told myself that I'm not gonna write any letters for you anymore once I left the Philippines, but what a joke. I dreamed about you, and it hurts so much right now. My heart hurts. I always miss you. Wherever I go, I still think about you. I'm trying to move on, but why can't I? Ang sakit sakit sobra nang mga nangyayari pa. I'm just trying to show to my family and friends that I am fine.
It's my 25th birthday, Cuddy. I didn't make it in UP. They even did something shitty to me. Letting me know that my application was approved, then the next day, they said they made a mistake. All the things I'd planned when I was in college, it was all gone. Even you - us.
Payakap naman, Cuddy. Sobrang bigat e. Sobrang sakit. Mas masakit pa nung iniwanan mo ako. I don't even know how I will start moving forward again.
Baby boy. Gusto ko lang tawagin ka niyan kahit hindi na dapat. Sobrang miss na miss kita. Baby boy, physicist na ako talaga. Super duper proud ka sa akin, ano? Putangina. Ang sakit sobra. I want you here. It makes my heart ache. Miss na miss talaga kita, eh. Sobrang miss na miss kita.
I just turned 24 yesterday, Cuddy. Did my birthday ever occur on your mind? Was there even one time that you wished to greet me? I miss you so much. I let my tears out. Birthday gift. 24 na ako, Cuddy. Official graduate na rin ako next month. This was what we've been waiting for. Naiisip mo rin ba 'yon? Naaalala mo rin kaya? Kasi ako, parang torture sa utak at puso parati. I'm listening to the songs you sang for me. Nasa akin pa rin lahat. Pinapakinggan ko ngayon kasi sobrang miss na miss kita. I wanna hear your voice while these tears can't be stopped. Sobrang miss na miss kita everyday, every night. Mahal na mahal kita parati.
Please take care of yourself, Cuddy.
I miss you, Cuddy. Sobrang miss na miss kita.
Sobrang miss na miss kita, Cuddy.
I miss you so much, Cuddy. Everyday, I do. I hope you're doing okay wherever you are. Please take care of yourself.
Sobrang hindi talaga ako okay. I wish you can hold me. I wish I can hug you. But there's nothing I can do but to cry and pray. Are you still proud of me? Are you always proud of me? Miss na miss kita palagi. I wish you're with me. I love you, Aston. Walang nagbago. Ikaw pa rin, ikaw palagi.