
Bazzinga_17
I'm gonna start writing again soon :) my writing has gotten A LOT better than it was when i last wrote on here AHAHAH
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I'm gonna start writing again soon :) my writing has gotten A LOT better than it was when i last wrote on here AHAHAH
I'm gonna start writing again soon :) my writing has gotten A LOT better than it was when i last wrote on here AHAHAH
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Lol im back haha
Guess who's back bitches - been a while
TW: sh I relapsed again. I'm sorry. I really am. I just couldn't help it anymore.
@Bazzinga_17 babe dont ever say your sorry its always gonna be hard but you gotter be stronger and push through it theres light in the darkest of places
@Bazzinga_17 I know this probably isn't helpful, but please talk to me or others if you have the urge to relapse again after this. It does get better, and even when the world goes dark around you we will be their to turn on the light. I know you're trying, and that's great, but when you feel the urge again please try other methods like with a rubber band, and red food dye. Gives you the visual, and it stings. If this didn't help you don't have to message me back or reply, but please just think over it or try to find an outlet for your feelings. You do matter, and I'm not going to push you away when you need someone to walk you through this. If anyone says stuff, like you're overreacting, or this is for attention, trust me I actually do understand, and have the scars to prove it. I don't know if it helps when people tell you to ignore them, if it does, listen to me, if it doesn't don't pay attention to that part. I'm not going to lecture you on why you shouldn't be doing this because in my experience that doesn't help, but I will tell you this. You matter, to me, to your friends, hopefully to your family, and to people all around Wattpad. Just take away with this, acknowledge that you are trying, try to get your emotions out in another way, and please please don't give up even if it sounds appealing. Try to take some time for yourself, and get rid of any harmful objects around you, or ask friends and family to hide them so you don't know where they are. Hope this helps even in the slightest bit - Kali
TW: I honestly don't know what to do anymore! I realised that it doesn't really make a difference if I exist or not. And I'll try to stay alive, but I don't know how long I can manage to pretend to be happy. Pretend to have the motivation to get up every single day. It's just hard, okay? Hard to cover up the scars I have from hurting myself so no one notices. Hard to make it look like I didn't just cry while I wad in the bathroom. Hard to make up excuses for not being able to meet up with someone, when in reality I'm having a mental breakdown. So why? Why live? And I'm not saying that I don't want to live, because I DO, but I'm wondering how others actually truly ENJOY life. And I wish I could talk to someone, but then again, there's that side of me that always feels the need to be that perfect little girl that gets straight A's and always smiles. But that's not ME! I am BROKEN! I'm sorry for taking up your time, but I needed to get this out.
I’m really sorry you’re going through this. You can always talk to me if you’d like to, and don’t apologize for saying your feelings! It’s okay to not be okay, and I’m here for you if you need me <33
hey love! i know that i don’t know u personally, but im sure ur an amazing person. it does make a difference, i understand what its like, i haven’t found great friends, i don’t have anyone i can really trust either. but think about all the things possible for u. the opportunities in the future. i know that its hard without motivation, i dunno if u believe in that stuff, but getting carnelian ( its a crystal ) really changed my life tbh. i dont know how to be logical, how to get better like this, its just not me. but literally manifest ur life if u want to, believe, get crystals, meditate, go outside, do things u enjoy. if ur life isnt great then make it better urself. im not blaming u for anything. but sometimes u just gotta pick urself up. ur loved, if not by ur family or friends, then still, by me. think about other people having the same problems in the future and u can help them. take ur time, and honestly, u will start healing. i know usually people say “it will get better” or smth like that, and maybe u would prefer hearing that, but im just here to say the truth. it will only get better, if u do something. cut those toxic ppl off. take risks. be urself. find new friends. go to the nature. GET UR LIFE TOGETHER! i believe in u, but u cant cry ur whole life yk, u gotta make it better. i promise it will be better if u act on it. sometimes u gotta be ur own bestfriend. sending love tho <3 sorry if the message was a bit aggressive, but something like this wouldve really helped me about a month ago, i realized that and started healing myself. once again, im really sorry if that was agressive <3 didnt really mean it like that, and i understand that theres some problems u cant really solve urself. i love u.
GUESS WHO JUST GOT HER OWN RECORD PLAYES AND IS NOW BLASTING BEATLES WHILE READING WOLFSTAR ONESHOTS!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY OF ALL GRED AND FORGE!!! I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY THAT FRED’S DEATH WAS JUST ANOTHER PRANK AND YOU ARE BOTH ALIVE TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY :D
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