𝐭𝐤 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬☀︎︎

BhARGAVI

IM NICK 

BRO 

wrote the below message because we went to that same friend's house again today, i asked him (more like begged) to take us somewhere cus i was tired of staying home and studying my ass off for two weeks and i wanted to go somewhere to just enjoy. 
          he took us to his house again and i felt like peeling my skin off because no why didn't you just fucking leave me at home instead? his friend doesn't have any children too, i don't have anything to do there. him and mom can go and gossip with the uncle aunty but what about me? bruh nah i am so exhausted everytime i ask him to take us somewhere because mujhe bas ghumna hai he takes us to people's homes, can i just goddamn take a rest? i am not allowed to go out with my friends or by myself only for them to take me to such places im gonna kms i think yeah 

last year on my birthday when i turned 16th i had alot of expectations from my parents because they were asking me to stay home the whole day and that they're gonna take me somewhere fun, i was very, very excited. 
          
          guess where they took me? 
          
          dad took us to his friend's house where he left me and mom with uncle's wife there for around 4-5 hours and went out with his friend to take a drive. what did i do the whole day? nothing, just watched tv and listened to my mom and aunty gossip about useless things. he came back with his friend at the time of dinner when we ate food and left for home. 
          
          after reaching home he tells me oh we forgot to bring your "cake" i was so angry and mad that day.
          they didn't allow me to hangout or go out to celebrate with my friends only to take me to his fucking friend's house and disappear for the rest of the day, like it was supposed to be my special day, wasn't it? nobody except mom and dad got to wish my birthday irl not even my friends, it was Sunday lol
          
          thank you so much dad for ruining my 16th birthday ((i didn't get any gift too btw :'))

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time for one of those depressive hits

time for one of those depressive hits

Mishhhhh(⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

im feeling more tense because school change karne wali hu ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ