I've been a Christian for 9 wonderfully complex years. Jesus has given me back a life I never thought I'd have. My family is a gift, my writing is a gift. And I enjoy sharing that gift so much. I haven't always been excited about life, depression, anxiety and PTSD controlled my life for so long. And 4 years ago I was set free from those things. And I know how crippling that darkness is. My purpose is to serve God to the fullest, and I do that by showing others how much he's helped me. Because I truly want everyone to have the freedom I do. And if you aren't there yet, the message I would think about a lot was this, " What if tomorrow is the day that changes my whole life and I end it one day early" God put that on my heart. And then on February 28th 2016 I gave my life to Jesus, after that I met my husband in May and the rest is history. Now we have a beautiful family of our own, three annoying cats and a barking dog lol and so much joy. Joy isn't being happy and ignoring life, Joy is having peace when life hands you rocks painted like lemons lol