@Jordy_Marie Yeah, it's rare to find people that actually understand. Other times it just feels like people are humoring me or some just blatantly freak out. It's not like I chose it and it's something I got from my Grandfather. I guess on some level I'm always using it. I'm empathic and most of the time I don't even notice myself doing it. Actually the first time I noticed was when my one friend pointed it out to me. I used to think it was normal!
I don't know. Places and people always had a 'feel' to me. This can get bad sometimes, especially in crowded places. I get so overwhelmed it physically hurts to be in there and I need to get out. It's like I'm reading too much, too fast, with no way to stop it. Probably why I try avoid places like that. It is said that blind or deaf people experience something similar which they call sensory overload.
Btw, not sure if you ever felt how it was to talk to somebody that's crossed over, but it's a really weird feeling. I can't physically talk to them, I just get images or words in my head and glimpses of events while I can feel the presence. It normally starts with me feeling a heavy feeling on my mind and shoulders, like I've just been drained - like some serious jet lag. I think this is the energy rising stage - I'm functioning higher than normal so my body needs to catch up. After it does I get so energized, it's not even funny and then the flood of stuff just come.
Sorry, it's rare that I get to speak to somebody like you so I tend to try and squeeze in as much as possible - hence my verbosity :P