Beaniegirl36

Hi guys, 
          	Savvi here, it's been a while, hasn't it. Unfortunately, as much as I wish this was another "I'm coming back" post, I don't wish to lie to you all. 
          	
          	This account effectively immortalises a specific period of my life, and yeah, I find that beautiful. I wrote most of the stories on here in my early-to-mid teenage years. I used them to make sense of myself and the world, and looked up to specific things in the characters I wrote. They really helped me grow, that much I can say. However, I also can't quite say I'm that person anymore. 
          	
          	I've grown alot, and changed somewhat, and I don't think I can bring myself back to that place in my life to finish some of these works. For so many of the longer stories, the plans were in my head, not on paper, and unfortunately were lost to time. A hard drive crash a couple years back claimed the rest. To try and figure out the threads I was laying with my current changed perspective would be a difficult, if not impossible task.
          	
          	So unfortunately, I must say goodbye to this account. For those of you waiting on an update, or more of the oneshots, I am so sorry. I will leave most of the works up, so if you wish to enjoy them again you may. 
          	
          	For anyone new, please be gentle with the fics. I am aware they're not perfect, not grammatically nor pacing wise. But they were merely written for the joy of it by a deeply insecure young girl, and she is thankful that you might have gotten some enjoyment out of them. 
          	
          	For the final time, thankyou for these beautiful memories you have given me. I love you all so much, and do take care of yourselves. 
          	 - Savvi

Beaniegirl36

Hi guys, 
          Savvi here, it's been a while, hasn't it. Unfortunately, as much as I wish this was another "I'm coming back" post, I don't wish to lie to you all. 
          
          This account effectively immortalises a specific period of my life, and yeah, I find that beautiful. I wrote most of the stories on here in my early-to-mid teenage years. I used them to make sense of myself and the world, and looked up to specific things in the characters I wrote. They really helped me grow, that much I can say. However, I also can't quite say I'm that person anymore. 
          
          I've grown alot, and changed somewhat, and I don't think I can bring myself back to that place in my life to finish some of these works. For so many of the longer stories, the plans were in my head, not on paper, and unfortunately were lost to time. A hard drive crash a couple years back claimed the rest. To try and figure out the threads I was laying with my current changed perspective would be a difficult, if not impossible task.
          
          So unfortunately, I must say goodbye to this account. For those of you waiting on an update, or more of the oneshots, I am so sorry. I will leave most of the works up, so if you wish to enjoy them again you may. 
          
          For anyone new, please be gentle with the fics. I am aware they're not perfect, not grammatically nor pacing wise. But they were merely written for the joy of it by a deeply insecure young girl, and she is thankful that you might have gotten some enjoyment out of them. 
          
          For the final time, thankyou for these beautiful memories you have given me. I love you all so much, and do take care of yourselves. 
           - Savvi

theydiedholdinghands

hey! thank you so much for all the lovely comments and votes, it means the world xx you are a lovely person and I love your books x I know you probably won't reply to this because you are very busy but just to let you know that you are amazing and that I appreciate all of your lovely support xxxxxx

Beaniegirl36

@loula66542 Awh, thankyou for all your lovely compliments :) Of course I'm going to reply, it may take time, but it will happen (like, right now XD). Quite honestly, I love your works alot, and I'm flattered to think that my small actions could mean so much :D. Thank you for all your kind comments, and votes too, and you are an awesome, awesome person. Luv ya xox
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