A Random

Just realized I published a book that was in the works, lol to the one person who voted... sorry it’s getting taken down :( 

Why? It feels like everytime I get a little high, in the next second I'm back to this unremmiting feeling of desolation in my stomach.
          
          I'm at a standstill, and it feels no matter how many therapy appointments, no matter how many pills, nothing will ever change. 
          
          I'll continue to be teased by the tantalizing taste of jubilation only to find that it is limiting in its donations. 
          
          I am bound for eternity to hedonism.
          
          This is the beginning to my new story, Hedonism, that is upcoming. If any of you find this intriguing, please check my works out on September 21st.