Thank you to everyone who has dm'ed checking in on me. It means a lot that people are worried about my mental health, or trying to support me and root for me irl. However sometimes in life, things change.
One thing that's changed is I've lost interest in YouTube. I just don't feel like bring forced to sit down and get clips, because if I don't get more than 3, I mentally feel like I've failed for that day, and due to my style that I'm not sure how to break, I haven't gotten an opening match clip in months, making it impossible to upload. I'm also not sure how to branch out.
Another thing is the story "My Hero." I've tried writing more here and there for a grand surprise return, but I've backed myself into a corner as I don't want to scrap 4 chapters. So now I'm not sure how or even if I want to continue it. So thank you to those who've supported it.
However, there is good news, and for now, I can't say much...except .
Signing out for now,
Beast