BeautifulNidawi

I'm nervous. 
          	
          	I need your good vibes for calming pleeeeeeease. 
          	
          	Trying to get myself back out into the dating pool (kinda sorta) and it's less than 2.5 hours away and I'm absolutely freaking out.
          	
          	 I am so worried and trying to psyche myself up in case things don't go as planned and I get rejected. I'm prepared for it and as much as I hate to say it, I'm almost expecting it. 
          	
          	I will be nothing but true to myself and my own nature and if they don't like or can't deal with it then it's not meant for me. I can handle this. 
          	
          	I WILL handle this. 
          	
          	Im still scared. 

knittingpenguin

@BeautifulNidawi 
          	  
          	  know that it’s totally okay to be scared and nervous, putting yourself in a situation to be judged and to be “on” (no matter how much we might want to play it off as being comfortable- first dates are far from that because we’re attempting to make a good impression) is naturally exhausting and freak-out inducing
          	  
          	  know that the person you are meeting is likely going through the same freak-out.
          	  
          	  know that i, someone who has never met you in person, is already amazed at your kindness and genuinely incredible personality. this person will see that too because i’m assuming that, in person, you exude even MORE kindness and care.
          	  
          	  breathe. and be kind to yourself. i wish you all the luck and sending you all my good vibes ♡ ♡ ♡
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BeautifulNidawi

@-VERISIMILOUS- awwww how very sweet of you to drop me a line. I am doing just fine. Pandemic got me still working from home (fully not complaining) and avoiding everything. I am still lurking around, just not very active. 
          
          I hope you are doing well. I honestly haven't checked out any reading lately, but I see your notifs float by every now and again and I'm glad you're writing. 
          
          This means the absolute world to me. You are wonderful. Ilysm2.

ceekaysmiles87

You have been chosen to be showered with love ❤❤
          
          Post this on the wall of every person you think deserves all the love in the world❤
          
          If you get:
          
          1 back- you are loved
          
          2 back- you're popular
          
          3 back- you're a very lovable person
          
          9 back- wow I'm jealous
          
          Don't break the chain unless you want to break someone's ❤❤❤
          
          ❤✨❤✨❤✨❤

bonsaidove

Hey, I just wanted to say thank you for following me, even if you don't remember doing so.
          It truly means the world to me, and I'm more grateful than you could possibly know<3

bonsaidove

@BeautifulNidawi  don't push yourself, just know that you're lovely and you deserve happiness♡
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BeautifulNidawi

@doveleo you're most welcome. Not as active on here as I used to be and that's no one's fault but my own. 
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ceekaysmiles87

read it, I mean it
          
          if you were killed, I wouldn't be at your funeral… because I'd be in jail for killing the person that killed you! We are true friends we ride together, we die together.
          Send this to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get this! I want you to know that you are amazing and you are my friend until my death and forever. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you, once you get this, you must send it to 15 people, including m. If you receive at least 3 back, you are loved. nobody knows how important something is until they lose it tonight (right at 12:00)
          the person you love will realize they love you. then at 1 pm to 2 pm, get ready for the shock of your life. if you break this chain you will have bad luck. (with love, sent this to 15 people)
          
          ❤️Ya! Cee!

ceekaysmiles87

@BeautifulNidawi 
            
            You're welcome sweets!❤️
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BeautifulNidawi

@ceekaysmiles87 ❤❤❤❤ Awww thankies. That's so sweet of you. 
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BeautifulNidawi

I'm nervous. 
          
          I need your good vibes for calming pleeeeeeease. 
          
          Trying to get myself back out into the dating pool (kinda sorta) and it's less than 2.5 hours away and I'm absolutely freaking out.
          
           I am so worried and trying to psyche myself up in case things don't go as planned and I get rejected. I'm prepared for it and as much as I hate to say it, I'm almost expecting it. 
          
          I will be nothing but true to myself and my own nature and if they don't like or can't deal with it then it's not meant for me. I can handle this. 
          
          I WILL handle this. 
          
          Im still scared. 

knittingpenguin

@BeautifulNidawi 
            
            know that it’s totally okay to be scared and nervous, putting yourself in a situation to be judged and to be “on” (no matter how much we might want to play it off as being comfortable- first dates are far from that because we’re attempting to make a good impression) is naturally exhausting and freak-out inducing
            
            know that the person you are meeting is likely going through the same freak-out.
            
            know that i, someone who has never met you in person, is already amazed at your kindness and genuinely incredible personality. this person will see that too because i’m assuming that, in person, you exude even MORE kindness and care.
            
            breathe. and be kind to yourself. i wish you all the luck and sending you all my good vibes ♡ ♡ ♡
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