Becalmhooman7

Will see
          	Errday
          	Love ya
          	M sorry

Royal_Empire_1894

@Becalmhooman7 don't apologise bro ,don't o rethink it bro .be safe and take your time
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Lilza9597

@Becalmhooman7 it's ok take your time babie we're always here for you❤️❤️
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RenoirJustinSeagull

Yes take as much as time. U want we're here always
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RenoirJustinSeagull

Had dinner baby....? 
          
          Are u alright.... Don't Overthink baby you'll go through this okay it'll all end good take rest don't stress urself I know it's stupid of me to say but u said what u thought to ur parents give them time they'll eventually try to figure it.... 
          
          Take rest baby I'm here always whenever u need okayy ❤❤
          Others also here only... ❤❤❤

Becalmhooman7

Will see
          Errday
          Love ya
          M sorry

Royal_Empire_1894

@Becalmhooman7 don't apologise bro ,don't o rethink it bro .be safe and take your time
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Lilza9597

@Becalmhooman7 it's ok take your time babie we're always here for you❤️❤️
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RenoirJustinSeagull

Yes take as much as time. U want we're here always
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Becalmhooman7

Bye
          Am sorry
          I can't
          Its a mess
          I just wanna read to feel at ease—just for a day.
          Last time, can i?
          Will i be missed?
          No—
           I don wanna live
          Its painful
          Kill me, i beg
          Just for a day, make me smile
          Why am i alone?
          Help me—no
          
          
          I see—i failed
          Music isn't comforting now
          Is it my time?
          Alone—at night
          With my thoughts, i might die all alone
          Love —for me?
          A beautiful lie— sweet amd cold.
          Am just a kid— plz
          No
          
          Am sorry
          It's all gone
          Crying—for two hours
          Where is the limit?
          When will the tears stop?
          
          Am sorry—no
          Bye—(don wanna)
          Die—( live plz...)
          Alone—(ur not)
          Pain—(it will be ok)
          No—(yeah)
          Wht about my lil bro?—(i don't know)
          
          A story to calm me down, just for today.
          Will i be back?
          Do i wanna? (I do)
          
          Save me? (Will u?)
          
          Last time, 
          Is it?
          I don wanna go
          No
          Leave
          My head screams
          My heart bleeds
          
          Am i overreacting?
          
          .................................
          
          Bye
          I'll be back someday
          
          Plz remember me?
          Miss me?
          Love me?
          Talk to me?
          
          I will see the words.........
          If u talk,
          Will u?
          
          Am sorry

Kimchi777

@Becalmhooman7 We can never forget you bun.never ever.  You're our family. Please always remember we're with you. Please bun never lose hope. We're with you. Take time , we'll talk to you daily.  Remember we're all in this together
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Myyoonglessss

@Becalmhooman7 U'll never be forgotten <3
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Myyoonglessss

@Becalmhooman7 Take ur time honey and don't do anything stupid take care everything will be fine....someday eventually is what I tell myself be positive and know that we all are waiting here for u to cmb happy,healthy, and great.....
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Becalmhooman7

Is it wrong to hid yourself in stories when ur life is a mess?
          
          Can i undo time and never be born?
          
          Ain't i pathetic?
          Trying to leseen the tightness of my chest and by dumping it on others?
          
          Should i just leave.
          Can i?
          Will it help?
          I am losing everything but i didn't do anything bad. I was a good human i helped everyone always, i protected, i made everyone feel safe—then why not me?
          
          My eyes hurt, my head is throbbing, my legs are trembling, i am.........

Myyoonglessss

@Becalmhooman7 Don't say that ur precious ur life is precious its okay that ur going through this pain and all its a pace of life that all of us go through just its not the same for everyone.....please take care....<3
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neerubts7

@RenoirJustinSeagull I hope she will be ok, well I know she will be ok, it's just that she needs time, these time she should focus on herself, everything iwll change surely, let's wait till that, I know she will be ok soon❤️
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neerubts7

@Becalmhooman7 But You know what its not easy to do all these, it took me almost six months are even more to realise and understand all tehse, even now after I understood everything sometimes it feels overwhelming I do cry but that doesn't make me weak now, you know why? because it's just a tear of exhaustion and the other side I feel happy because I overcame that, I chose myself, I prioritised myself, instead of focusing on people who don't deserve it. Now things fall into places rightly. I know its not easy to overcome some feelings, even I'm myself haven't fully healed yet, but progress matters right? I started feeling ok, I would think all the way I came here and would pat myself telling myself that we overcame and we are there for ourself.
            
            So all I want to say is, whatever happens, it should be you who should be there for yourself, if you blame yourself then others can easily blame you for things you never did, first thing is make your heart realise its never your fault, tell yourself you are their for yourself, if it feels too much pour out, a tub can't hold water more than its capacity, the floor wont blame if it spills the water out on it, 
            
            stop blaming yourself, because it was never your fault its just your mind who is playing games, win it, trust me you will find yourself, and you will be happy that you choose yourself. 
            
            Try this out for yourself, remember you self is more important than anything in this world, every time choose yourself and see the difference, I love this one quote
            
            “Just because the path has ended doesn’t mean your journey has ended too!!”
            
            There is always a way, might be a different one this time, but for sure your Journey is not ended. Trust the time trust yourself. But the key is to choose yourself. Everything will turn into good trust the process❤️. Trust me you will be ok soon, we all will be ok, because this is our life, start loving your life it will love you back!! Take care babe❤️❤️
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Lilza9597

Yahh u good? Btw I finished up the poem for u~~ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠•̥⁠`⁠ʔ

Lilza9597

@Becalmhooman7 babie :/ 
            Moon.
            Beneath the moon, I sit
            Alone in the dark, as if you might speak
            
            The night is quiet, everything still
            The cool breeze gives everything a chill
            
            In the quiet of the night, my tears fall
            Like crystal beads or a waterfall
            
            Both silent and loud
            But you stand proud
            
            In the dark so bright you shine,
            In the middle of the stars in the place so divine
            
            So un-bothered, but caring
            Like you are quiet but hearing
            
            Your soft glow gives warmth in the cold,
            Through sorrow and pain
            You stand there, a story untold
            
            People say you bring comfort
            A testament I deem true
            
            Because as I look at you
            I feel like all is through
            
            The rain, your faithful companion
            Washes the world clean
            
            Like my tears do my mind
            As they fall clean
            
            Such a beautiful sight to see
            Such a wonder both you and me
            
            I cry through pain and sorrow
            But you stand there,
            A quiet testament to quench all sorrow
            
            As the rain washes everything clean
            My tears fall for something new and less mean
            
            So beautiful, so kind
            Are you, divine
            
            You're here even though I don't want you to be
            
            Your soft glow in the night a calming light
            Bringing everything back to life
            
            One may say that darkness has no life
            But here you are,
            Carelessly and mercilessly spreading your light.
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RenoirJustinSeagull

Shall I tag our members? 

RenoirJustinSeagull

@Lilza9597 *coos aggressively* cutie baby ❤❤❤❤
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Lilza9597

@RenoirJustinSeagull okieee *hug* wuv you(。・ω・。)
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RenoirJustinSeagull

Is it okay to. Follow baby?? 

RenoirJustinSeagull

@Becalmhooman7 no baby yesterday all of a sudden u said right so I was confused that's y I asked... 
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Becalmhooman7

@RenoirJustinSeagull Hmm
            Do whatever u want pops
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