•Bee_Lover_Flower•

i was gonna wear an anime tshirt to school for my first day back but i saw a post on how embarrassing it is to wear anime shirts now im worried im gonna get bullied when i go back 

Everyday i have the fear someone is going to find my wattpad account.

if people beat you up constantly, at one point you have to be the problem right? am i the reason why everyone hits me all the time?

i cant tell if my friends hitting me for 3 years is funny anymore or just tiring and expectable. first year was filled with hair pulling and kicking. second year was filled with punching, kicking, and slapping. this year is filled with kicking, slapping, and pinching.

sometimes i genuinely can't tell if i'm a bad person or not. it's my fault for picking on my friends and making tiny jokes so do i deserve these bruises. for a solid 3-5 months, i had bruises up and down my shins because they kept kicking me. i still have bruises up and down my arms from my friends pinching me. i started it so i feel i deserve some type of punishment and no one should feel bad for me but then again it hurts sometimes.

STARKID QUESTION: DIRTY GIRL (NPMD) VS. JANE'S A CAR (NIGHTMARE TIME) which is less awkward to watch with a parent?

i keep forcing my mother to watch Starkid and Smosh stuff to convert her. she told me today the last things of starkid she'll ever watch will be Cinderella's Castle and one other show. the problem is, she said she'll either watch the entirety of Nightmare Time (seasons 1 & 2) or she'll watch Nerdy Prudes Must Die for Angela. IM SO SCARED ABOUT JANE'S A CAR AND DIRTY GIRL. which is worse? which so I watch. Do I survive Dirty Girl with my mom or do I do Jane's A Car with my mom. I'm terrified for both but which is better to do.

happy saint patricsk fday! hope the leperchun didn't get oyu.!

happy belated pi day. 
          
          3.141592653589793238462643383279502884197169399375105820974944592307816406286208998628034825342117067  (thats the first 100 digits of pi)

my mom told me she wanted to watch Nerdy Prudes Must Die because I introduced her to smosh and she likes Angela and wants to learn more about her after watching Black Friday. PROBLEM: what do i do about Dirty Girl and max & grace at the end. do i just walk out or..?