Hey gamers...
I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately and I think I was looking at everything the wrong way. I know it’s April first, but I’m serious.
I wasn’t feeling our symphony anymore and I tried to force chapters out, and I thought maybe I just lost the magic... but recently I realized that you can’t force yourself to do something if you’re not feeling it anymore, you have to wait for that right moment and that right time where that spark you’ve been missing comes back to light.
I’ve been struggling with a lot of things this year. Realizing that I’m trans and feeling like I could never support myself even though I’ve supported other people before. And then, the days I would spend trying to force myself to write a chapter, and with school and my emotions getting in the way things got too stressful.
So, I had to stop, I needed to stop writing so I can give you quality content that I’m proud of, I didn’t want to shovel mindless crap into people’s throats and call it a “chapter”.
Now, that doesn’t mean I’m gonna be back anytime soon, I’ll still be spectating but I’ve got to make sure that I’m in a good and healthy mental state to bring out a proper chapter that I could truly be proud of.
I’ve done a lot of role plays recently and have definitely gotten Zim and Dib down better but, I can’t just go to their original personalities suddenly.
Hell, maybe I’ll just make a new new story, but I need time. I appreciate the support I have been given and I hope I can create more ZaDr content for you guys.
Ps I’m single hit me up— jkjk I mean yeah I’m single but please don’t hit me up, I like being single lmao