oh and to clarify,,,,
I have two Madeline oc's
(I've changed the name since then lol due to realizing how odd if is)
her name's eshima, or Akiko now for the Madeline that used to be in U.A with everyone
I'm realizing how weird it might seem on the feed-
ugh,,,, I know I shouldn't come on just to vent but
ouch man
you probably don't mean to hurt me, but it still does
and I'm not even really sure what happened
Honestly
I wonder if people are supposed to feel this disgusted by their physical appearance
I always feel so...grossed out looking at myself
It doesn't feel right ever
Especially when wearing more nicer clothes
I like it at first, but later on I just feel so insecure again