Bee

HEYY HOW ARE YOU BB

I just wanted to let everyone know that half the time I check every single notif I have unless it is a super long chain, so yes, I do look at the replies and crap.
          Also happy holidays

HEY EVERYONE! IM BAAAAAACK! Again-
          Jshskshhss I have sooo many pics pf mcyts so i had to delete an app, but im back :DDDD

I played among us from 5 p.m. to 5 a.m. With vc. On my fav discord server. If yall ever wanna play hmu. Anyways night/morning yall :P

Yea I also kinda left the hamilton fandom. I LOVE it, but I dont read the fanfics anymore. Dont know why i said that lmaoo

I know the author doesn't like it being talked about but I just have to say something.
          
          
          Heat Waves has me on a rollercoaster. I feel so confused. I literally collapsed against the wall with my hand over my mouth for 3 minutes. Not reading, but replaying the worda I had just read in my head. The story is so well written and so painful to read. The only reason I am even reading is because 
          1, they said they were fine with being shipped and even though I don't, I still want to respect them, and if they didn't like it, I obv wouldn't have read that.
          2, Tiktok was talking about it everywhere. I found a link to a pdf, and it just *ended* on page 76, and my heart just shattered.
          
          I must say that is anybody close to me said anything the two shared between them, they would have my heart. I don't care who it is, those words had me almost as stunned as the characters. 
          
          I am trying to make sure I give nothing away fot tha authors privacy and for spoilers, but gosh dang it author, my heart can't take this. I got left hanging on page 76 of the pdf, my account still hasn't been verified so I can't read the real this on aoc or whatever the site is. 
          
          I know reading it on a pdf isn't the best thing, but it is on a private site I can't access, and I can't wait until I can. 
          
          I think what took the most toll on me was the fact that I can just watch a stream, or watch a video, and they are right there. Real people. It isn't shipping real people, but their personas. Yet my brain can't stop thinking about what if it WAS real. What if it happens? The fact that they are real people, and I can hear their voices doesn't help at all. I love them all so much, and this is just confusing me. 
          
          Anyways, good afternoon, I have some homework to catch up on. If you don't mind, send me some good dream smp or Hamilton stories to read would ya?
          
          That's it, Bee out.

@holahey0 day 43 of 2 years

AYE OUR USERNAMES MATCH

Btw I didnt change it lmaoo

HEY EVERYONE!!! IM BACK!!! You might know me as Yes_Hamilton BUT I left the Hamilton fandom. So toxic, sorry yall. I still LOVE Hamilton, but the fandom was toooooo toxic. I am now in the Dream SMP fandom! I still love you all <3