I’m going to be candid with you all. I honestly don’t know how many of you actually will end up reading this but in case you do, I want to explain something. Losing my mom was quite possibly the hardest thing I’ve gone through. Less than 8 months later, 2 weeks ago, I lost another very important member of my family. I’m struggling really bad with writing. I’m struggling mentally because I feel like my world is falling apart. I feel like I’m drowning. I can’t write. And it bothers me because the most recent loss, was one of my biggest supporters so in a way, I feel like I’m letting her down. Please understand that I don’t want to give writing up but it’s a struggle right now. I want to come back and I’m praying that I’ll get the writing bug again but right now, I need to focus on my well being and mental health. Please keep an eye out for me and if you’re the praying kind, I could sure use some prayers.